Writer's Block: Let Down
Well, me being a depressive person I get let down a lot; or at least I think I get let down a lot. I get let down by my mate, if she doesn't come to find me in the computer room. I get let down if people don't do things when I want them to (i.e. doesn't write something, or post something, or draw something, or add soemthing in that I asked them to, but then they forgot). I think I get let down all the time, but it's normally me just putting my foot in it.
Like on time- when I had that suicidal thing- with my mate, I got really pissed off with her, and felt totally let down. She was ignoring me in the corridors, and I felt like she hated me- seriously. I thought she'd paid her best friend (now ex-best friend, lol!) to stalk me in the corridors and give me dirty looks (why... I don't know!?) and then I felt like she had let me down so much. I got so wrapped up in that tale that wasn't real, that I became really reclusive, and depressive, suicidal and thought I had no friends. And in the end, it was a big mistake, and it turned out that her grandad had just died, and so that's why she wasn't talking much- to anyone.
That's my huge let down, but it was mostly just me thinking too much about my own feelings, and not about someone elses.
Wow, why did I even write that much?!
Like on time- when I had that suicidal thing- with my mate, I got really pissed off with her, and felt totally let down. She was ignoring me in the corridors, and I felt like she hated me- seriously. I thought she'd paid her best friend (now ex-best friend, lol!) to stalk me in the corridors and give me dirty looks (why... I don't know!?) and then I felt like she had let me down so much. I got so wrapped up in that tale that wasn't real, that I became really reclusive, and depressive, suicidal and thought I had no friends. And in the end, it was a big mistake, and it turned out that her grandad had just died, and so that's why she wasn't talking much- to anyone.
That's my huge let down, but it was mostly just me thinking too much about my own feelings, and not about someone elses.
Wow, why did I even write that much?!