Anger
Yesterday I fought pretty badly with two people that I really care about. I don't really know how to feel. I was watching Law & Order after the first argument, and I couldn't believe how sometimes you miss the important content. I guess you only pick up on certain things when you need to. "It's not about being right, it's about doing right." Wow. I'm sorry I yelled at you, and insulted your beliefs, I had no right, and I was acting like a child. Forgive me for clinging to what I must.
As for the 2nd, my attitude is much different. I feel wrongly treated. I am allowed to have an opinion, and damn well allowed to be unsure of my opinion on an issue without being a hypocrite, or ignorant, or uneducated. But, oh well. You think I lost you, but you have no idea. See, I always thought you were the smartest, most responsible person. The coolest person in the world. I accept no apology from you, not that you'd give me one. As far as I am concerned, I have no sister. Just a bad memory of a mistake my mother made 30 years ago. Remember this when you think back on what you said, I was the only one in your entire family that accepted you. Not your mother, not my father, not yours, not Jake, not anyone else, just me. How dare you insult me just because I struggle with the issue. I no longer accept you. Let my bad memory die with the respect I had for you.
As for the 2nd, my attitude is much different. I feel wrongly treated. I am allowed to have an opinion, and damn well allowed to be unsure of my opinion on an issue without being a hypocrite, or ignorant, or uneducated. But, oh well. You think I lost you, but you have no idea. See, I always thought you were the smartest, most responsible person. The coolest person in the world. I accept no apology from you, not that you'd give me one. As far as I am concerned, I have no sister. Just a bad memory of a mistake my mother made 30 years ago. Remember this when you think back on what you said, I was the only one in your entire family that accepted you. Not your mother, not my father, not yours, not Jake, not anyone else, just me. How dare you insult me just because I struggle with the issue. I no longer accept you. Let my bad memory die with the respect I had for you.