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breakbeast91 5:49 pm
(5:49:12 PM): :I
breakbeast91 5:53 pm
(5:53:27 PM): You there? o.o
woahishdonnee 6:31 pm
(6:31:48 PM): ;]
woahishdonnee is available 6:32 pm
breakbeast91 6:32 pm
(6:32:30 PM): : D!
woahishdonnee 6:32 pm
(6:32:38 PM): haha sorry was showring lol
breakbeast91 6:32 pm
(6:32:56 PM): i did that earlier too :]
(6:32:59 PM): lol
woahishdonnee 6:33 pm
(6:33:03 PM): kewl haha
breakbeast91 6:33 pm
(6:33:10 PM): oh ya ya
(6:33:21 PM): i wanted to tell you about that dream i had about you
(6:33:26 PM): while i still remember
(6:33:28 PM): xD
woahishdonnee 6:33 pm
(6:33:34 PM): ok xD
breakbeast91 6:34 pm
(6:34:06 PM): well
(6:34:17 PM): pretty much the way it started
(6:34:34 PM): was you had picked me up from the airport
(6:34:48 PM): and we were ll happy to finally meet each other and freakin out and stuff lol
(6:35:35 PM): and i noticed you were tall for a girl like i thought lol also just as cute in person :3
woahishdonnee 6:35 pm
(6:35:59 PM): haha awww
breakbeast91 6:36 pm
(6:36:20 PM): idk like it just seemed really real and i thought i was actually meeting you
(6:36:29 PM): but then the dream started skipping ahead of time
(6:36:41 PM): and i was like crap this is just a dream =.=
woahishdonnee 6:36 pm
(6:36:50 PM): aww
breakbeast91 6:37 pm
(6:37:25 PM): it went from me getting off the plane too us waiting for my luggage and leaving the airport
(6:37:32 PM): and then it started skipping from that point
(6:37:51 PM): i can only vaguely remember the rest because it was just bits and pieces
(6:38:02 PM): but i do know we had alot of fun from what i can remember
(6:38:14 PM): like going out places and stuff
woahishdonnee 6:38 pm
(6:38:25 PM): T.T
(6:38:47 PM): haha that got me thinking why you had a dream of me and not your gf lol
breakbeast91 6:38 pm
(6:38:50 PM): Aww why that face? lol
(6:39:03 PM): what do you mean?
woahishdonnee 6:39 pm
(6:39:24 PM): lol nvm but yeah if we ever meet we will have tons of fun
breakbeast91 6:39 pm
(6:39:38 PM): No im curious! : D
(6:39:47 PM): you have to tell me what you mean o_O
(6:39:54 PM): otherwise im gonna be thinking about this all day
(6:39:57 PM): i mean
(6:40:16 PM): technically you could let me live with that but youre not that mean right? ;D lol
breakbeast91 6:40 pm
(6:40:31 PM): *nudge nudge*
woahishdonnee 6:41 pm
(6:41:17 PM): lol dont you have a girlfriend yet you have a dream of meeting me o.O I was just wondering why lol maybe your dream has a meaning YOU NEVER KNOW
breakbeast91 6:42 pm
(6:42:07 PM): I've dreamed about her before i was living with her but i guess since im here and i see her everyday my mind is just kinda used to that and thinks about other things
(6:42:22 PM): lmoa youre funny donnie
breakbeast91 6:42 pm
(6:42:37 PM): well i do wanna meet you like i said
(6:42:41 PM): been waiting 3 years
(6:42:49 PM): its ridiculous
(6:42:56 PM): usually
(6:43:10 PM): i would think i would get over someone after the 1st year
(6:43:25 PM): but YOU. you have been on my mind for 3 years
(6:43:42 PM): and that really surprises me that i havent lost interest or anything in meeting you seriously
woahishdonnee 6:44 pm
(6:44:13 PM): haha probably after meeting me you'll eventually get over me >.> who knows lol
breakbeast91 6:44 pm
(6:44:14 PM): youre definitely the first for me to have that mindset
(6:44:26 PM): Anything is possible :-D
breakbeast91 6:44 pm
(6:44:39 PM): but i dont think id like that very much if that were true >.>
woahishdonnee 6:44 pm
(6:44:46 PM): heh
(6:44:51 PM): i wouldnt ether
(6:44:58 PM): but to be honest tony
breakbeast91 6:45 pm
(6:45:07 PM): Yes?
woahishdonnee 6:46 pm
(6:46:28 PM): everytime i talk to you i always thought about how we met on that summer and talked till morning, I miss it. Like i said you were the first sight I fell for on the first day and thats rare for me, sure we've been through tons of drama but those memories are still something
woahishdonnee 6:46 pm
(6:46:54 PM): even if im meeting other guys its not the same as meeting you
(6:47:36 PM): You're something special Tony. No matter how far apart we are.
breakbeast91 6:50 pm
(6:50:27 PM): I dont even know what to say to that honestly so i suppose ill just let everything out
woahishdonnee 6:50 pm
(6:50:47 PM): Go ahead.
breakbeast91 6:51 pm
(6:51:09 PM): Im really not the type of person to have regrets
(6:51:16 PM): but recently ive been looking back on my life
(6:51:27 PM): and ive come to realize i have just 2
(6:51:36 PM): the 1st one has to do with you
(6:52:07 PM): and thats that even though we were a far distance apart i didnt automatically leave Tina for you
(6:52:24 PM): Because honestly she wasnt worth it or better then you
breakbeast91 6:52 pm
(6:52:32 PM): all she did was cause drama
(6:53:08 PM): and you've never legit caused any drama between us. anytime we had some kind of confdlict it involved Tina
(6:53:12 PM): EVERYTIME
(6:53:45 PM): I hate to say it because it makes me sound like a douschebag but Tina was in the way of me and you
(6:54:04 PM): And you know what its all my fault and im sorry
(6:54:17 PM): i hope you can forgive me for not realizing that earlier
breakbeast91 6:54 pm
(6:54:57 PM): And you seeing other guys really didnt bother me, i expected it. I didnt expect you to just sit and wait around for me to come
(6:55:10 PM): So i understand on that part
(6:55:28 PM): But no Donna you are still special to me
(6:55:38 PM): and i do still care about you alot
(6:56:36 PM): And to tell you the truth what you just told me made me cry :-[
breakbeast91 6:57 pm
(6:57:17 PM): And youre right
(6:57:33 PM): all our memories and times we spent talking to each other did mean something
(6:58:02 PM): Thats why i wanna see you so bad
(6:58:15 PM): I was actually planning for 2 weeks
(6:58:20 PM): to come and visit
(6:58:37 PM): but i chose to cut it in half since im in a relationship atm
(6:58:52 PM): even then my gf still got on me about it
(6:59:05 PM): and i told her you're very important to me
breakbeast91 6:59 pm
(6:59:38 PM): shes still against it and im actually going against her wishes because i care about you that much
(6:59:57 PM): she wanted me to go for just 2-3 days
(7:00:36 PM): but i told her i wouldnt be getting my moneys worth and that ive been waiting 3 years for this. If im gonna go see you i want every second of it to be the best damn visit ive ever had
breakbeast91 7:02 pm
(7:02:32 PM): You have anything to say?
woahishdonnee 7:03 pm
(7:03:20 PM): Aww I'm sorry, and of course I'll always forgive you Tony, we did promise eachother that we'll always be friends no matter what happens whether we're in a relationship or not our memories together will always remain in our hearts, even if we're not meant to be soulmates. But hey the future is always changing. I just want you to be happy with what you got, a beautiful girlfriend, and a happy life. I don't want to stand in your way, your words made me cry too Tony but I promise you I'll do anything to make your visit worth all the dimes and nickles you put in to see me.
breakbeast91 7:10 pm
(7:10:20 PM): Thats right. No matter what we'll always be friends even if its not in a relationship. We'll see where the future leads. I want you to be just as happy too. And no dont ever think you're standing in my way of anything. unless im totally about to do something stupid and self-destructive then you can do so >.> And im glad im sure i can trust that this will be one drama free visit. i have a feeling there may be some crying though..
(7:10:52 PM): somewhere some point in time during my visit at least once i have that feeling
(7:11:14 PM): Because one part in my dream i didnt get to mention
(7:11:27 PM): is that it seemed like we were about to do something
(7:11:52 PM): but then i stopped and i started crying and that was where my dream ended
(7:12:07 PM): idk what possibly could have followed up after that
breakbeast91 7:12 pm
(7:12:48 PM): btw im very open with my gf and she knows all of my dream, im not the kind of person to be shady about these things anymore. it only causes me problems
(7:13:05 PM): so i stopped that
(7:13:23 PM): my gf actually came home one day and started talking to me about you
(7:13:26 PM): and she said
(7:13:42 PM): If me and her are gonna have problems because i still care about you alot
(7:13:49 PM): then she wanted me to just let her know then
(7:14:04 PM): so that it doesnt come as a surprise later on
breakbeast91 7:15 pm
(7:15:33 PM): and thats when i let her know that you were very important to me and that my mind was set on going for one week no longer no shorter
(7:15:46 PM): even her parents were like i sound shady
(7:15:52 PM): but i know what im doing
woahishdonnee 7:16 pm
(7:16:00 PM): Awww yeah I understand where shes coming from. But like I said I don't want to cause any problems between you and your gf.
breakbeast91 7:16 pm
(7:16:23 PM): I told her there wouldnt be any problems
(7:16:35 PM): But if when i do visit
(7:16:39 PM): if we happen to do anything
(7:17:08 PM): im not gonna lie to her about ir or hide it, i think we came to a mutual understanding that if i did do anything or we actually. that me and her would just be over
(7:17:22 PM): no arguing about it or fighting thats just how it'll be
woahishdonnee 7:18 pm
(7:18:42 PM): Ha don't worry I'm sure nothing will happen. I'll behonest she's really beautiful, I don't want you two to be over like that. lol
breakbeast91 7:20 pm
(7:20:44 PM): I guess you can say its one of those "IF" type situations lol
woahishdonnee 7:20 pm
(7:20:50 PM): Haha
breakbeast91 7:20 pm
(7:20:50 PM): thats all
woahishdonnee 7:20 pm
(7:20:54 PM): "IF"
breakbeast91 7:21 pm
(7:21:18 PM): but no recently ive been having alot of nightmares
(7:21:27 PM): and i never dream
woahishdonnee is available 7:21pm
breakbeast91 7:21 pm
(7:21:57 PM): the only time i dream nowadays is if something is coming my way that i need to look out for or im just seeing a bit into the future
woahishdonnee 7:22 pm
(7:22:29 PM): oh
breakbeast91 7:22 pm
(7:22:41 PM): and what i saw in my dream was us almost about to do something. You gave in and i was about to do the same
breakbeast91 7:22 pm
(7:22:55 PM): like seriously you have no idea how close it was to going somewhere serious
(7:23:33 PM): but at the last possible second i couldnt bring myself to continue and i started breaking down when i woke up from the dream
woahishdonnee 7:24 pm
(7:24:11 PM): aw
(7:24:31 PM): Heh I don't know what to say to that
breakbeast91 7:24 pm
(7:24:48 PM): That dream was TENSE
woahishdonnee 7:24 pm
(7:24:54 PM): o.o
breakbeast91 7:24 pm
(7:24:57 PM): seriously >.>
woahishdonnee 7:25 pm
(7:25:05 PM): "Tense" oh boy e.e
(7:25:13 PM): Sounds shaky
breakbeast91 7:25 pm
(7:25:21 PM): what do you mean shaky?
woahishdonnee 7:25 pm
(7:25:38 PM): I don't know something you have to be beware of lol
(7:25:47 PM): or aware o-o
breakbeast91 7:26 pm
(7:26:19 PM): if by shaky you mean like so close to lips touching your lips are quivering yes it was that kind of shaky e_e;;
woahishdonnee 7:26 pm
(7:26:36 PM): Ahaha
woahishdonnee 7:27 pm
(7:27:00 PM): Woooo just try not to look into my eyes and things will be fine rofl
breakbeast91 7:27 pm
(7:27:19 PM): I think thats gonna be hard to not look o.o
woahishdonnee 7:27 pm
(7:27:24 PM): Haha!
breakbeast91 7:27 pm
(7:27:38 PM): Haha?
(7:27:40 PM): lol
woahishdonnee 7:27 pm
(7:27:56 PM): I might aswell wear a blind fold and you escort me around >.>;;
breakbeast91 7:29 pm
(7:29:02 PM): lol you're silly
woahishdonnee 7:29 pm
(7:29:18 PM): Lol admit it I'm a dork :3
breakbeast91 7:29 pm
(7:29:38 PM): I knew this for 3 years but its one thing i love about you >.>
woahishdonnee 7:29 pm
(7:29:49 PM): xD
breakbeast91 7:34 pm
(7:34:05 PM): but no no you just have pretty eyes cant bear to not look at em : D
(7:34:07 PM): lol
woahishdonnee 7:35 pm
(7:35:09 PM): haha thanks
breakbeast91 7:37 pm
(7:37:54 PM): I like your picture for your aims btw
woahishdonnee 7:38 pm
(7:38:47 PM): thanks ^w^ took it 2 days ago lol its my fav
breakbeast91 7:39 pm
(7:39:00 PM): Your pictures are always...
(7:39:06 PM): Different
woahishdonnee 7:39 pm
(7:39:13 PM): haha
(7:39:17 PM): i know
breakbeast91 7:39 pm
(7:39:18 PM): Like ive never seen anyone take pictures the way you do
woahishdonnee 7:39 pm
(7:39:27 PM): really? o.o how
breakbeast91 7:39 pm
(7:39:33 PM): I really enjoy everytime you post one
(7:39:37 PM): i dont even know
(7:39:40 PM): like
(7:39:47 PM): the angles and such
breakbeast91 7:40 pm
(7:40:02 PM): idk what you do but theyre all very unique
(7:40:08 PM): and i like it
(7:40:10 PM): alot
woahishdonnee 7:40 pm
(7:40:16 PM): ^o^ woot
(7:40:37 PM): I should get into modeling and photography lol
(7:40:53 PM): Yet I'm majoring in Graphic Design lol
breakbeast91 7:43 pm
(7:43:05 PM): lol you nerd <3
(7:43:17 PM): i think you could do those too though definitely
woahishdonnee 7:43 pm
(7:43:49 PM): ^w^
breakbeast91 7:45 pm
(7:45:39 PM): I think
(7:45:48 PM): you're gona be fun to hug o3o
(7:45:53 PM): dont ask lol
woahishdonnee 7:48 pm
(7:48:29 PM): xDD
(7:48:41 PM): I'm pretty huggable lol
breakbeast91 7:50 pm
(7:50:36 PM): thats what i thought for the past eternity
(7:50:39 PM): lol
woahishdonnee 7:50 pm
(7:50:56 PM): teeheee OwO
breakbeast91 7:51 pm
(7:51:40 PM): lol i just realized something but it was extremely late
woahishdonnee 7:51 pm
(7:51:58 PM): what
breakbeast91 7:52 pm
(7:52:32 PM): the last time someone told me
breakbeast91 7:53 pm
(7:53:13 PM): they wanted me to last with my gf (tina at the time) They said it during th ewhole visit but we did stuff still lol
(7:53:25 PM): kinda like almost completely contradicting what they were telling me
woahishdonnee 7:54 pm
(7:54:39 PM): lol
(7:55:01 PM): thats weird
breakbeast91 7:55 pm
(7:55:10 PM): i dont think you'd be like that though lol
woahishdonnee 7:56 pm
(7:56:05 PM): lol im a good girl.
(7:56:33 PM): If I was not. I wouldn't be a virgin.
breakbeast91 7:57 pm
(7:57:13 PM): This is true
(7:57:23 PM): but see the twist is that person was a virgin too
(7:57:25 PM): lol
(7:57:31 PM): xD
woahishdonnee 7:57 pm
(7:57:47 PM): ahaha
woahishdonnee 7:58 pm
(7:58:44 PM): ok I'll try my best to be the best o-O and be good.
breakbeast91 7:59 pm
(7:59:21 PM): honestly
(7:59:25 PM): if it were anyone else
(7:59:30 PM): id leave them for you
woahishdonnee 7:59 pm
(7:59:38 PM): Awww
breakbeast91 8:00 pm
(8:00:33 PM): but Traci really cares about me and she does love me, she convinced her parents to take me in when i was homeless (AGAIN >_>) and she makes me happy
woahishdonnee 8:00 pm
(8:00:47 PM): Hehe thats good
(8:01:04 PM): I'd probably do the same.
breakbeast91 8:01 pm
(8:01:08 PM): i rly hate wilmington delaware itself
(8:01:14 PM): but she makes it ok to be here
woahishdonnee 8:01 pm
(8:01:22 PM): ^^
(8:02:09 PM): Well Tony, if you're ever homeless again...I'll always be here to make a home for you.
woahishdonnee 8:02 pm
(8:02:52 PM): Lol I've been working my ass off to make some money so when I'm 19 I'm grabbing my own place lol.
breakbeast91 8:04 pm
(8:04:19 PM): Awwww! You make me so happy too x3
(8:04:27 PM): Thats really nice to know
breakbeast91 8:05 pm
(8:05:15 PM): squealed alittle there >.>;
woahishdonnee 8:05 pm
(8:05:23 PM): xD how cute
(8:05:27 PM): But yeah.
(8:06:03 PM): I'm in a 2 month relationship at the moment, I mean I love this guy I'm with but recently something doesnt feel right for me lol I don't know what it is.
breakbeast91 8:06 pm
(8:06:09 PM): Id give you a big hug right about now >w>
woahishdonnee 8:06 pm
(8:06:30 PM): I'd give you a hug too :3
breakbeast91 8:13 pm
(8:13:44 PM): are your eyes really that big? o.o
(8:13:50 PM): they look it
woahishdonnee 8:14 pm
(8:14:08 PM): lol kinda >.>;;
(8:14:18 PM): for an asian I do have big eyes lol
(8:14:42 PM): idk if you ever see me on cam you;ll no the differance lol
breakbeast91 8:16 pm
(8:16:18 PM): ok my question is do you have double lids?
(8:16:35 PM): lol
woahishdonnee 8:17 pm
(8:17:45 PM): lol no
breakbeast91 8:18 pm
(8:18:00 PM): because i have double lids
(8:18:05 PM): and thats very rare for asians
(8:18:06 PM): lol
woahishdonnee 8:18 pm
(8:18:17 PM): haha thats cool
woahishdonnee 8:19 pm
(8:19:17 PM): lol idk why but some ppl with double lids especially for woman end up having plastic surgery to get rid of them lol
(8:19:35 PM): becuz itll make them look older in the future if they dont
breakbeast91 8:24 pm
(8:24:45 PM): uhh
(8:24:47 PM): really?
(8:24:51 PM): i didnt know that o.o
woahishdonnee 8:25 pm
(8:25:06 PM): ye
breakbeast91 8:25 pm
(8:25:21 PM): so ur saying they go and get surgically fixed to be a single lid so they look younger for when theyre older?
(8:25:27 PM): lol
woahishdonnee 8:25 pm
(8:25:56 PM): yeah becuase it looks like permanent wrinkles on their eyes lol
breakbeast91 8:29 pm
(8:29:24 PM): thats funny
(8:29:29 PM): aww man
(8:29:38 PM): does that mean im gonna look super old when i get older? D:
woahishdonnee 8:29 pm
(8:29:46 PM): haha idk
(8:30:03 PM): doesnt showmuch for guys
(8:30:13 PM): so dont think you have to worry lol
breakbeast91 8:31 pm
(8:31:05 PM): ok ok good o_o
(8:31:09 PM): lol
(8:31:23 PM): im already starting to lose my cuteness as it is
breakbeast91 8:31 pm
(8:31:26 PM): >.>;
(8:31:33 PM): freakin age man
(8:31:37 PM): haha
woahishdonnee 8:31 pm
(8:31:51 PM): Ahaha
breakbeast91 8:32 pm
(8:32:53 PM): Aha! So you dont disagree! It really is true then T^T
breakbeast91 8:33 pm
(8:33:33 PM): Woe is me
woahishdonnee 8:33 pm
(8:33:36 PM): o.o
(8:33:43 PM): you still look fine!
breakbeast91 8:34 pm
(8:34:03 PM): Lies TAT!
(8:34:11 PM): lol
woahishdonnee 8:34 pm
(8:34:29 PM): lol nah you're still the cute adorable tony i know lol
breakbeast91 8:38 pm
(8:38:51 PM): Really? ;A;
woahishdonnee 8:39 pm
(8:39:06 PM): yush ^w^
breakbeast91 8:39 pm
(8:39:09 PM): Because seriously i dont feel cute anymore e_e
woahishdonnee 8:39 pm
(8:39:16 PM): haha you are
breakbeast91 8:39 pm
(8:39:21 PM): i think im starting to look too old to be cute
woahishdonnee 8:39 pm
(8:39:26 PM): awww
(8:39:29 PM): we all are lol
breakbeast91 8:40 pm
(8:40:01 PM): We're all movin on up to the sexy stage lol
woahishdonnee 8:40 pm
(8:40:07 PM): xD
breakbeast91 8:43 pm
(8:43:02 PM): shes 20 and looks like 16 though still >_>
(8:43:05 PM): makes me feel old lol
woahishdonnee 8:43 pm
(8:43:41 PM): lol its ok
(8:43:55 PM): i dont look like im turning 18
(8:44:30 PM): girsl grow old but still look young until we hit our 35 rofl
(8:44:58 PM): but i wont let that happen when i get there >.< ill be working out to stay young ahaha
breakbeast91 8:46 pm
(8:46:43 PM): Fight da powah!
(8:46:46 PM): >:U
(8:46:49 PM): Screw age
(8:46:52 PM): its just a number
(8:46:57 PM): =^=
woahishdonnee 8:47 pm
(8:47:08 PM): hehe yep
breakbeast91 8:54 pm
(8:54:52 PM): Aww donna
(8:55:03 PM): youre probably the most special perosn in the world to me that i have not met :3
(8:55:13 PM): just wanted to say that o.o
woahishdonnee 8:55 pm
(8:55:48 PM): Hehe awww. You are special to me too Tony ^w^
breakbeast91 8:57 pm
(8:57:08 PM): awesome
(8:57:10 PM): =w=
woahishdonnee 8:57 pm
(8:57:18 PM): x3
breakbeast91 8:57 pm
(8:57:30 PM): as long as were on the same page lol
woahishdonnee 8:58 pm
(8:58:27 PM): yep
breakbeast91 8:59 pm
(8:59:06 PM): i need haircut o3o
breakbeast91 8:59 pm
(8:59:14 PM): itas all in my face and junk >.>
woahishdonnee 8:59 pm
(8:59:31 PM): xD
(8:59:44 PM): yeah my hair is purdy long lol
breakbeast91 9:03 pm
(9:03:05 PM): how long?
woahishdonnee 9:03 pm
(9:03:36 PM): its down to the middle of my back lol
breakbeast91 9:03 pm
(9:03:47 PM): JEEEEZUHS
(9:03:55 PM): lol
(9:04:06 PM): that is pretty long
woahishdonnee 9:07 pm
(9:07:30 PM): yeeup
breakbeast91 9:10 pm
(9:10:11 PM): ooh
(9:10:12 PM): ooh
(9:10:22 PM): i got a thought
(9:10:39 PM): but i really dont exoect it to come through and i can understand if it doesnt
(9:11:00 PM): and honestly i dont rly feel comfortable asking of such a thing
(9:11:02 PM): D:
(9:11:08 PM): but i just wanna say whats on my mind
(9:11:38 PM): Since its your bday and all is there anyway you can help m eget over there if im short on money?
(9:11:43 PM): me get*
(9:11:50 PM): feel free to say no Dx
woahishdonnee 9:15 pm
(9:15:24 PM): hmm maybe
(9:15:28 PM): ill have to see
(9:15:35 PM): i think i can though
woahishdonnee 9:21 pm
(9:21:40 PM): brb
breakbeast91 9:24 pm
(9:24:25 PM): okay then
(9:24:32 PM): tell m ewhen your back
woahishdonnee is idle 9:35 pm