well i guess i have good news i might be movin back to michigan here very soon but i really dont know yet. like i know for a fact i cant live here no more because i have too much stress to deal with here. like i broke up with my boyfriend and i was like really in love with him and we broke up and like he has a new gf and i cant deal wth seein them ( Read more... )

SO since the last time i wroe in here i have been in a serious kinda relationship and we brok up cause i supposedly lie too much but whatever you know! were still cool and we are prolly gunna get back together so i guess you could say we are lovin on each other ! oh yeah and the same guy got me pregnant so yeah lil ole ryann is gunna have a baby in ( Read more... )

so today during my hourly class nap i was awaken by a thought: i sleep better in class than i do at home most of the time kinda odd if you ask me !! and i also applied for a job today and got a second interview so i have to go back friday at 3:30 and hopefully ill get a job !!

so i was contimplating today at school while i was supposed to be concentrating on my work maybe ill try out for cheerleading at school and then i was thinkin yeah i should cause if i made it i could add a little spunk thats been missin i mean come on everybody needs a little ryann in there life !! would you fully agree??

man i was at school today and i was walkin down the hall and someone says oh look at ryann shes so sexy and i was like man guys are stupid i mean what the hell would make them say that i mean i know what would but i mean think it dont voice it cause it embarasses me and i hate it i know it sounds weird but i hate people saying things about me and ( Read more... )

man its been awhile since i wrote in this thing but not alot has happened lately ive just been bein lazy lazy which i hate. you ever wonder why you like to be lazy but at the same time you hate it cause you feel like a loser for not doin anything . well i know thats how i feel when im lazy but its just sooo fun !! WELL IM OUT !!

WHAT UP?? man i havent talked on this in awhile. so mardi gras was this weekend and i had a BLAST even though i got in trouble for leavin the house without tellin my mom! but i still had a blast cause i was with allison and kyndra and abe and jessica and after the parade we went and smoked some with curt and them soo i had a lot of fun but now i ( Read more... )

omg guess what i think jeremy is starting to like me and i am soo excited !!! i know i shouldnt be too happy because i dont know if he really does or not but he has said some sweet things to me lately !! like i was at allison's house and we were all sittin on the couch and he was playin a video game and he just busts out with damn fag and i was ( Read more... )

OMG brandon is sooo mad at me and i am sooo sad about it cause i didnt really mean to do what i did. but i told him what was up but i dunno if he believed me or not but i guess hell stop bein mad at me at some time so i guess ill just have to wait till hes not mad anymore!!

OMG its my b day and i amm soooooo happy!!! the big 1 6 oh hell yeah !!