IV - [Text]

[reasontoexist]

It seems I haven't been paying enough attention to this journal. I suppose the activities this place offers have served to keep me distracted from it, though other events out of my control have also contributed to that -- but there is no use dwelling into that matter.

[there is a pause- and with no apparent difference in the writing, the following

Comments

[addonemore]

Doesn't it?

[reasontoexist]

It only seems to become more intricate as it goes on.

[addonemore]

Do you know why?

[reasontoexist]

If it didn't, there would be nothing. All things would become void. Their meaning nullified.

[immybrother]

[Written forever~]

What doesn't stop?

[reasontoexist]

Time. Evolution. People. Thoughts.

[immybrother]

[A pause as he thinks about this]

Does that mean you want it to?

[reasontoexist]

No. That would mean the end of their existence.

[hatesdolls]

Creepy, Fifth.

[reasontoexist]

Is that all you can think of, Second?

[hatesdolls]

I was going to say you're sounding just a tad bit crazy, but I decided to be nice.

[reasontoexist]

[excuse him while he ignores that]

I would like to speak with you. In person.

[twinsparks]

Does it matter if you do pay attention to it?

[reasontoexist]

I doubt this is possible. Even if we find a distraction from one matter, we will simply occupy our minds with something else.

[twinsparks]

Such as?

[reasontoexist]

Conversations. Unresolved matters.

[thirdchildren]

I

Um

I'm glad to see you're

Wh

[ffff]

[Kaworu]

Um

I'm sorry for how I behaved when we talked before. I shouldn't have been so. . . Selfish, I guess.

[Shinji]

[reasontoexist]

...

I apologize as well.

[Kaworu]

[thirdchildren]

[pen tapping recorded]

I was. . . thinking of going into town whenever the rain stops.

Would you want to come with me?

[Shinji]

[reasontoexist]

[...]

Yes, of course. I would be glad to accompany you whenever you wish.

Is there something you would like to see?