The clock is ticking.
When I remind myself that my mom will be visiting in a week from now ... Aaaaaaaaaaahh! Not because she'll be visiting, but because of how my apartment looks (just one word: messy), and secondly because I should also invest all of my spare time in clearing hard drive space (that is watching movies, shows, or skating). Obviously, taking care of both things at once won't happen. I haven't even visited Facebook in almost a week except for the work account because I felt I should tackle other things first. As a matter of fact, I also shouldn't be writing this.
So I'm aware of all of this, and yet I find myself doing other stuff all the time that were in no way included on my list. Last night I had wanted to watch that Xavier Dolan movie on TV (Tom à la ferme - I bet it's incredible; you may remember my gushing about this guy's talent from some years ago), but I got pretty tired during the baking show that was on earlier, and then the show ran late and overlapped with the movie and I decided to go to bed early for once. Because 1:40 a.m. on a work night isn't a good choice on a regular basis. Instead I browsed the web again, found myself reading about some of my latest rants about this and that over here, and I eventually even clicked on the LJ home site, which is something I very, very rarely do. I was greeted by a post from topum about public journals, which didn't help my case. (I guess you might see this, in which case - hi. I'm not at all sure what you consider "interesting" or what's the point of finding one another on LJ if you're not even looking for anything specific, but I would assume there are way more public journals out there than you'd imagine. Maybe it's the regular updates you're looking for, which I know can be hard, particularly for people who have started their journals at a time when they had considerably more time at hand. This is coming from someone who knows what she's talking about. ;0) ) Anyway. Before I knew it, it had gotten just as late as always.
I have no idea how I'll get everything done. Not even remotely. There are things I wanna do, and other things I wanna do very badly, and I somehow miss doing any of them. :0\ And that's enough reason for me to stop now. I. Have. To. Get. Something. Done. Tonight.
So I'm aware of all of this, and yet I find myself doing other stuff all the time that were in no way included on my list. Last night I had wanted to watch that Xavier Dolan movie on TV (Tom à la ferme - I bet it's incredible; you may remember my gushing about this guy's talent from some years ago), but I got pretty tired during the baking show that was on earlier, and then the show ran late and overlapped with the movie and I decided to go to bed early for once. Because 1:40 a.m. on a work night isn't a good choice on a regular basis. Instead I browsed the web again, found myself reading about some of my latest rants about this and that over here, and I eventually even clicked on the LJ home site, which is something I very, very rarely do. I was greeted by a post from topum about public journals, which didn't help my case. (I guess you might see this, in which case - hi. I'm not at all sure what you consider "interesting" or what's the point of finding one another on LJ if you're not even looking for anything specific, but I would assume there are way more public journals out there than you'd imagine. Maybe it's the regular updates you're looking for, which I know can be hard, particularly for people who have started their journals at a time when they had considerably more time at hand. This is coming from someone who knows what she's talking about. ;0) ) Anyway. Before I knew it, it had gotten just as late as always.
I have no idea how I'll get everything done. Not even remotely. There are things I wanna do, and other things I wanna do very badly, and I somehow miss doing any of them. :0\ And that's enough reason for me to stop now. I. Have. To. Get. Something. Done. Tonight.