i dont know, i hate subject lines. i never know what to say
so its saturday. its my last day at home before i go back to school. i can feel the stress and pressure coming on already. i have so much to do when i get back. dammit. i have to say im slightly bummed to go back, mostly because of the work i have to do and also because i didnt do much of anything the entire time i was home. it was like i invaded on peoples lives. i really dont feel like im at home here anymore, its like im a visitor.
i saw starsky and hutch yesterday with heidi, that was fun. we drove in the pea soup style fog and i was wondering if shed kill us since she kept screwing up when she drove and saying she couldnt see, but all is well. made it home alive. i highly recommend the movie to all because its really quite funny and very enjoyable.
im kind of dreading today because im going to have to pack everything up and make sure i have it all. plus i have to go and visit with this friend that i really dont want to go and see and ive been putting it off like crazy because of it. but if i dont go ill hear about it from him forever. i dont feel like hearing that im a snob and a bitch so ill just deal.
today i realized that im kind of pissed at holly. yep thats right. tuesday we were supposed to hang out, she had to cancel (which was fine) because she had a huge work load that she had to get done. we hung out on wednesday for a little while instead. but what im pissed about is that she said she was going to have to spend all this time writing those papers and we couldnt hang out because of it, but she had time to go to jaime and alex's (whom she sees all the time because they dont go to school in boston) and probably get high. this is why i feel like im some visitor that people have to make time for, but they dont really want to see. its a nice feeling to have. i guess my feelings that i really didnt want to come home this break were really true.
well there, now its off my chest and hopefully i will feel better. i doubt it. so ill try to get a hold of holly today to see if i can be fit into her busy schedule of zach and jaime and alex. lets keep our fingers crossed.
ever feel like crawling back into bed and crying? i do. i hate rainy days.
i saw starsky and hutch yesterday with heidi, that was fun. we drove in the pea soup style fog and i was wondering if shed kill us since she kept screwing up when she drove and saying she couldnt see, but all is well. made it home alive. i highly recommend the movie to all because its really quite funny and very enjoyable.
im kind of dreading today because im going to have to pack everything up and make sure i have it all. plus i have to go and visit with this friend that i really dont want to go and see and ive been putting it off like crazy because of it. but if i dont go ill hear about it from him forever. i dont feel like hearing that im a snob and a bitch so ill just deal.
today i realized that im kind of pissed at holly. yep thats right. tuesday we were supposed to hang out, she had to cancel (which was fine) because she had a huge work load that she had to get done. we hung out on wednesday for a little while instead. but what im pissed about is that she said she was going to have to spend all this time writing those papers and we couldnt hang out because of it, but she had time to go to jaime and alex's (whom she sees all the time because they dont go to school in boston) and probably get high. this is why i feel like im some visitor that people have to make time for, but they dont really want to see. its a nice feeling to have. i guess my feelings that i really didnt want to come home this break were really true.
well there, now its off my chest and hopefully i will feel better. i doubt it. so ill try to get a hold of holly today to see if i can be fit into her busy schedule of zach and jaime and alex. lets keep our fingers crossed.
ever feel like crawling back into bed and crying? i do. i hate rainy days.