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alright so im doing this again because i find this confusing.
does anyone think its weird when that my roommate just decided to throw a shelf across the room?
yeah i thought i was odd too. but i suppose i shouldnt since i found out she threw boots across the room at her boyfriend one night when she was drunk. or that she threw a hissy fit one night that included screaming and whaling and jumping up and down.
i am so confused by all of this. i didnt see her throw it, but heard it and went it to see if she was ok (since it just sounded like a really big crash) and she was rather short with me. shes barely spoken to me after the talk we had. i just told her that i didnt know what to do since i couldnt trust her anymore. shes betrayed me so many times and not even blinked about it. i dont know if i want to not be friends with her, but i need to step back from this for a while. i said that i needed time and that i probably wont have a clear head until i move out. theres so much to think about still and being in the situation is making it really difficult to think clearly and objectively about the situation. i just dont want to make a decision that i havent thought through completely. i really dont want to decide to end this (if thats what i do) until im atleast out of this apartment because the situation would be extremely difficult for the two of us. i dont know. i just dont.
so thats all. i guess. i really just need to call housing and see if i can get a studio or something. anywhere. seriously. maybe ill just get out of burstein all together. who knows. ill have to see what i can do. i dont know. ill just cross my fingers.
does anyone think its weird when that my roommate just decided to throw a shelf across the room?
yeah i thought i was odd too. but i suppose i shouldnt since i found out she threw boots across the room at her boyfriend one night when she was drunk. or that she threw a hissy fit one night that included screaming and whaling and jumping up and down.
i am so confused by all of this. i didnt see her throw it, but heard it and went it to see if she was ok (since it just sounded like a really big crash) and she was rather short with me. shes barely spoken to me after the talk we had. i just told her that i didnt know what to do since i couldnt trust her anymore. shes betrayed me so many times and not even blinked about it. i dont know if i want to not be friends with her, but i need to step back from this for a while. i said that i needed time and that i probably wont have a clear head until i move out. theres so much to think about still and being in the situation is making it really difficult to think clearly and objectively about the situation. i just dont want to make a decision that i havent thought through completely. i really dont want to decide to end this (if thats what i do) until im atleast out of this apartment because the situation would be extremely difficult for the two of us. i dont know. i just dont.
so thats all. i guess. i really just need to call housing and see if i can get a studio or something. anywhere. seriously. maybe ill just get out of burstein all together. who knows. ill have to see what i can do. i dont know. ill just cross my fingers.