Sometimes even great things are hard
Sometimes i feel so young and unwise, and sometimes i feel so old and tired. And sometimes, both at the same time.
I've been listening to music all day. It makes me feel better, even when it causes me to burst into spontaneous tears. For whatever varying reasons i have had a lot of those lately. It feels cleansing though, in some ways, i just wish it didn't make me so emotionally exhausted.
The song i'm listing below is off of one of the new CDs i bought. It is the final track, and the way it ends is so sad...the music fades, the voice plaintive and alone trails off....the cd ends...and in the new and raw silence, i begin to bawl.
I've been listening to music all day. It makes me feel better, even when it causes me to burst into spontaneous tears. For whatever varying reasons i have had a lot of those lately. It feels cleansing though, in some ways, i just wish it didn't make me so emotionally exhausted.
The song i'm listing below is off of one of the new CDs i bought. It is the final track, and the way it ends is so sad...the music fades, the voice plaintive and alone trails off....the cd ends...and in the new and raw silence, i begin to bawl.