Sep 25, 2004 00:30
heres the scoop
so im starting to fell really bad that i cheated on my boyfriend. i was going to break up with him and everything but then he found out that i was cheating on him, i didnt want him to find out for the fact that he is very emo. and everyone knows that emo kids get there little feeling hurt more than anyone in the world. if he didnt find out about it then we would still be friends but now i think that is bye bye.
i really wanted to go to the dance with him and have a blast but hey, that fucked up because of me. so i decided to just fade away so i dont have ruin any more than i have. since you know, i cheated on him with his best friend. it wasnt planned that way, i swear, but it did. the thing that doesnt get me is that we havent even been going out for a week and he taking it like we been dating for years.
im just having the worst day.
i had to go and get my stuff from brigham's house, and that felt so awkward, since he now has a girlfriend now. i didnt know how i was suppose to react around him when i was at his house. i just wanted to get the hell out of there before i opened my big mouth and say something that i would regret. well at least i didnt sleep with him. thats a good thing.
jenn