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Yesterday was rough. I spent 90% of the day in bed and went to sleep right after Lydia did at 9. Today is better, but as happens when mom is in bed all day, the house was trashed. Oy do I mean trashed. So I cleaned today and even cooked dinner. My ear feels soooo weird. The weird echo is gone, but I dont even know how to describe whats going on now, it just feels absolutely funky. To add to it all, Lydia will be going to the doctor tomorrow. We thought she was getting better but now she is getting bad again and I want to make sure she doesnt have an infection also :(. And I am tired and emotional and just want life to get back to normal. I hate it when she is sick, I hate seeing her feel bad and knowing there's nothing I can do about it.