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Oct 06, 2005 19:19

Got the eviction notice today.
What state do I head to.....
no no....
stay responsible, erin.

So, Anna thinks I stole her car. I suppose she'll think what she wants, though I wish she'd consider the shit we've been through. How I could have even gotten to her keys that day is beyond me. I was looking for a new place to live, and a new job. Yeah. It hurts me, but I've been burned before, and I expected this day to come.

And drugs? I think maybe we won't even go there. Or at least she shouldn't. I'm happy to stay out of her life, glad that she'd prefer it that way truthfully, because while she shouldn't be worth my aggravation, it still hurts me to have what was almost/could have been a friend accusing me of something she knows I'm not even capable of...
...I don't think I'm even capable of spilling secrets that she needs hidden, but if I'm pushed, I'll defend. Hopefully, she won't push, and will continue to want me to stay out of her life...
my staying out of hers, however, means her staying out of mine.

However. Anger is easier than guilt. So if she needs to make stuff up to be mad about, let her. I believe in Karma. And her words sting, so congrats to her.

I'm going up to move my "drunk friend who wants to die anyway" back to the area. I've been looking for a place for her to stay down here - she's crashing, and her sister is still kicking ass in chemo...I don't know what she'll do if anything happens to her sis...send out some good energy.

The rest of my entries will be friends only. For reasons that are a little too obvious. My old roommate is telling me to stay out of her life, but is trolling my journal. And despite the spelling, etc, I can interpret it, and its annoying. Slander? Or is it libel? Libel, I think. I'm done with all of it. I'm so sick of games, where EVERYONE is concerned. Madisun. Email me your phone number. You too Kat, I don't know where it went....

I've been thinking about you guitar playing one. Are you ok???
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