I don't wanna grow up.

[paperflowers]

The little boy in the yellow rain slicker at Safeway was so happy to be wearing his new shiny yellowness. I remember how that felt. Its not even raining

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[kaeruemi]

it's raining here too. it's cold, and i'm wearing my favorite sweater. i haven't worn a sweater in soooo long. i love this time of year. it's home.

hang in there erin. if you need me, i'm here. call. write. email. drive. whatever :)

[paperflowers]

thanks emi. and I got your email too...just need to muster it all up to reply......

I'm glad you sent it to me.

[marekind]

compassion for you as i am also feeling. . . shit, i don't know how to say it, to express anything right now. . . i feel healthy in my sickness, or sickness in my health, or something. and an incredible urge just to snap -- to let go, to break, to lose it. i remend myself, there must be some reason to keep fighting -- what was that reason? I can't quite recall it. . . Feeling the collapsing sky all around me, i must be mad to feel what i feel and see what i see. To unleash any of the words from my mind -- the complete nakedness that comes with each utterance, the complete vulnerability that comes with each act of outreach -- chaos, nonsense (sense in nonsense), the sanctuary of my

[paperflowers]

Remember when we walked across the golden gate bridge and agreed we could so totally jump? No, not even jump...just fall?

You're the only one that gets it.