Oh man....
There is so much for me to be thinking about right now. I want to go get an apartment with heather way bad.... but there's that whole complication with money (since I no longer have a job)... and then I got a letter from Nick, and he wants to move in together when he gets home.... I don't know.... I wish there was a way for the both of them to live together with me, but I don't know... and I don't know how I feel about living with Nick right away anyway...I mean... I love him and everything don't get me wrong, but things just seem to be moving really fast with him. And I don't mind.. but I don't know... ugh... like I said... I have lots of thinking to do.... :(:(:(:(:(:(