BLAH!
That's exactly how I feel today... I feel like not a damn thing is going to go right today, especially because the day is practically over.
1. My cousin hit my car this morning, while it was parked in her driveway. Grand....
2. Her baby also threw up on me this morning.. way to make the morning that much better
3. I quit/got fired from my job today
4. I MISS NICK AND I NEED HIM TO COME HOME!!!
I think #4 is the worst one. It's the only one that is affecting the way I do things. See... it's horrible, but sometimes, I'm okay with the fact that he's gone. I know he still cares about me, he's just doing what he needs/wants to do, which is okay. I went to Germany, he joines the Army... but somehow when you say it like that, it seems so uncomparable. And yes, I realize that I am being completely selfish because I want him here, and not in Missouri anymore, but I can't help it. I miss him so much, and I don't know... I just need him here. With me... but yeah... I dunno... I'm going to go... I should go to bed so that I stop freaking out... I dunno... I guess I just... I just need help maybe....
1. My cousin hit my car this morning, while it was parked in her driveway. Grand....
2. Her baby also threw up on me this morning.. way to make the morning that much better
3. I quit/got fired from my job today
4. I MISS NICK AND I NEED HIM TO COME HOME!!!
I think #4 is the worst one. It's the only one that is affecting the way I do things. See... it's horrible, but sometimes, I'm okay with the fact that he's gone. I know he still cares about me, he's just doing what he needs/wants to do, which is okay. I went to Germany, he joines the Army... but somehow when you say it like that, it seems so uncomparable. And yes, I realize that I am being completely selfish because I want him here, and not in Missouri anymore, but I can't help it. I miss him so much, and I don't know... I just need him here. With me... but yeah... I dunno... I'm going to go... I should go to bed so that I stop freaking out... I dunno... I guess I just... I just need help maybe....