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so this is my second update in 2 days. this is going to be a hard little while...
so i broke things off with hillary..she almost broke her ankle. this hurts a lot. i don't really feel like reflecting on this too much.
my mother..well i don't really know. she's getting married in like a week or something and then going to cancun for her honeymoon. she always said she was sad because she would never be able to travel. dave sent out a wack email so now my sister has pretty much decided to not really see them ever i think..i guess i have to make my decision now. i would rather not see my father too often. every once in awhile is fine with me, but god i am never living with him unless i'm desperate, and even then i would rather just squat somewhere. i just have no way of identifying with him at all. he's a conservative bastard..i just wish i had realized it sooner. oh well. better late than never. but my mom. she's pretty fucking cool sometimes. we just sat in a hotel room watching the state of the black union on cspan for 5 hours when she brought my cat to visit me from like 7 hours away a month ago. i love her to death. i was even considering getting something about my mom as a tattoo. i don't know. then there's my sister. we agree on things with my mom a lot of the time. we both think this guy's wacko and would rather not get to know him just based on things he has done so far. but other than having the same mother, we don't have anything in common except our love of animals which isn't saying much b/c she only likes the cute domesticated kind and does nothing for other ones. but who am i talk about that? i'm not even vegan..fucking pussy. anywho, i just don't feel like i have family anymore. at least that kind. and i'm really doubting the other kind as well. i have alyx, amanda, dan, willam, bunny, justin, and andrea. they are great.
i kinda give up on this update. it's weird.
so i broke things off with hillary..she almost broke her ankle. this hurts a lot. i don't really feel like reflecting on this too much.
my mother..well i don't really know. she's getting married in like a week or something and then going to cancun for her honeymoon. she always said she was sad because she would never be able to travel. dave sent out a wack email so now my sister has pretty much decided to not really see them ever i think..i guess i have to make my decision now. i would rather not see my father too often. every once in awhile is fine with me, but god i am never living with him unless i'm desperate, and even then i would rather just squat somewhere. i just have no way of identifying with him at all. he's a conservative bastard..i just wish i had realized it sooner. oh well. better late than never. but my mom. she's pretty fucking cool sometimes. we just sat in a hotel room watching the state of the black union on cspan for 5 hours when she brought my cat to visit me from like 7 hours away a month ago. i love her to death. i was even considering getting something about my mom as a tattoo. i don't know. then there's my sister. we agree on things with my mom a lot of the time. we both think this guy's wacko and would rather not get to know him just based on things he has done so far. but other than having the same mother, we don't have anything in common except our love of animals which isn't saying much b/c she only likes the cute domesticated kind and does nothing for other ones. but who am i talk about that? i'm not even vegan..fucking pussy. anywho, i just don't feel like i have family anymore. at least that kind. and i'm really doubting the other kind as well. i have alyx, amanda, dan, willam, bunny, justin, and andrea. they are great.
i kinda give up on this update. it's weird.