Take a sad song and make it better...
So yeah i'm sitting around here on my laptop and i thought I would leave an entry. Last night was an ok time. My favorite part was getting to watch one of my favorite people in the entire world sleep. He looked so innocent and helpless,it was so precious. (and no its not curt, so don't get any ideas) And even though right now I feel sooooo sick from exhaustion and pretty much no sleep, i wouldn't change it for a second. That boy is one of my favorite people in the entire world and I really want to know if he hates me or not. I'm really hoping not because I seriously love him so much. I sat there and watched over him to make sure that his feet didn't get cold and that no one woke him up. I wanted him to be able to drive home safely. Is there anything wrong with that? I hope not
But yeah and then I heard someone asking him about it, and he doesn't recall it at all. I haven't deecided if thats good or bad yet. I'm kinda glad that he doesn't remember because I don't want him to think I'm a creep, but I do wish he knew how much I cared about him. I just hope he doesn't hate me like I feel he does.UGHHHHHH!!!
I REALLY NEED TO TALK TO HIM!!