Youre always in my heart...
Today is just one of those days where I'm kinda feeling down. I was having okay time. Went to lunch with the best girlie, bought more sabres clothes, ate tacos and went for a walk with liss and then snuck into her neighbors yard for a swim. After the swim, when i was putting on my favorite alyssa clothes, i looked in the mirror and the way I looked at that exact minute, I was beautiful. For once in my life, i thought i looked beautiful and I was completely stunned. I don't really think I am one to be pretty or anything like that, I'm just Julie and to be Julie, you are not pretty, not for a second. so that kinda threw me for a loop. However, I was in a pretty swell mood. So then we watched invincible, and I am now in love with that movie. It was amazing. Liss drove me home and i came on here to make the father's day cards for probably about 8 hours from now...lol. I was trying to figure out how i was gonna stay awake and Paul suggested I listen to techno music, but since i don't own any, i decided on yellowcard...bad choice!
I LOVE YELLOWCARD!!! However, Ocean Avenue always always always always always ALWAYS AND FOREVER will remind me of Chris, who i haven't seen in forever. That put me in a prerry sad mood because, well, i just miss him and wish I could see him, talk to him, just basically finish things off and be over him. Isn't that sad? I'm not sure if I'm over a kid that someone else used to get close to one of my best friends. I'm not even sure chris ever liked me, or that i really liked him. But ever since June 16th, 2004-Ocean avenue by Yellowcard = Chris.
What the hell is wrong with me? Maybe its that its early in the morning and i need some sleep, but I think there must be something wrong with me. No guy has ever liked me and we all know it, don't even try to tell me i'm wrong unless you can prove it and i bet you can't! Ugh
Here i go so dishonestly
leave a note for you my only one
I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here i go scream my lungs and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go
Theres just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only one...
I LOVE YELLOWCARD!!! However, Ocean Avenue always always always always always ALWAYS AND FOREVER will remind me of Chris, who i haven't seen in forever. That put me in a prerry sad mood because, well, i just miss him and wish I could see him, talk to him, just basically finish things off and be over him. Isn't that sad? I'm not sure if I'm over a kid that someone else used to get close to one of my best friends. I'm not even sure chris ever liked me, or that i really liked him. But ever since June 16th, 2004-Ocean avenue by Yellowcard = Chris.
What the hell is wrong with me? Maybe its that its early in the morning and i need some sleep, but I think there must be something wrong with me. No guy has ever liked me and we all know it, don't even try to tell me i'm wrong unless you can prove it and i bet you can't! Ugh
Here i go so dishonestly
leave a note for you my only one
I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here i go scream my lungs and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go
Theres just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only one...