fic; What (never) happened
Wow, I haven't written in ages. x_x So, expect that this isn't anything spectacular or something like that. I just really wanted to get a fic out of me as soon as I possibly could.
Title: What (never) happened
Author: papanchi
Word Count: 251
Fandom: Bleach
Pairing: UlquiHime/IchiHime
Rating: G
Warnings: Emo Orihime. One-liners.
Summary: He's never coming back. Orihime's PoV of everything that happened in the Lust Arc.
Disclaimer: I do not own Bleach or it's characters. It's all Kubo Tite's.
Notes: The title is a homage to What (really) happened and this fic is a stretch what Orihime was thinking about in a part there. Aand the writing style is a bit similar to My Heart, and there are some obvious connections with the two.
x-posted to ulqui_hime & ichi_hime
Q: Why does the pairing say UlquiHime and IchiHime?!
A: Because either of them can be based on in this fic. It's up to you who you want Hime to be paired with.
He's not coming back.
Everything that happened. Did it really?
I'm still alive, that means it did.
He's never coming back.
He was here. He was alive.
"Inoue-san,"
I can't make him come back, either.
Trying would just make things worse. I really am useless. "I know."
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He just kept fighting.
I couldn't do anything.
No.
I didn't do anything.
I was just too weak.
Or they were just too strong.
And no matter how much I want it to,
That would never change.
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Ishida-kun and I were safe, but we were both broken on the inside.
None of us would be the same after everything that happened.
That's why he will never come back.
Everything that happened hurt me.
But I wasn't the one who was hurt the most.
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How did it end up like this?
He was a monster.
A monster I loved.
It was because of me that he turned in to one.
He'd never come back.
I'm the one.
I'm the monster.
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He only wanted to protect me.
And I ended up hurting him.
He's never coming back.
Not after what I've done to him.
Everything I've done..
Hurt him.
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He'll never coming back.
He has no reason to.
He never loved me.
I knew that.
But I couldn't believe it.
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I was never afraid of him.
But that didn't mean there was no fear.
There was always fear.
The fear of losing him.
But I couldn't lose him.
I couldn't have him, either.
He never happened.
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Title: What (never) happened
Author: papanchi
Word Count: 251
Fandom: Bleach
Pairing: UlquiHime/IchiHime
Rating: G
Warnings: Emo Orihime. One-liners.
Summary: He's never coming back. Orihime's PoV of everything that happened in the Lust Arc.
Disclaimer: I do not own Bleach or it's characters. It's all Kubo Tite's.
Notes: The title is a homage to What (really) happened and this fic is a stretch what Orihime was thinking about in a part there. Aand the writing style is a bit similar to My Heart, and there are some obvious connections with the two.
x-posted to ulqui_hime & ichi_hime
Q: Why does the pairing say UlquiHime and IchiHime?!
A: Because either of them can be based on in this fic. It's up to you who you want Hime to be paired with.
He's not coming back.
Everything that happened. Did it really?
I'm still alive, that means it did.
He's never coming back.
He was here. He was alive.
"Inoue-san,"
I can't make him come back, either.
Trying would just make things worse. I really am useless. "I know."
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He just kept fighting.
I couldn't do anything.
No.
I didn't do anything.
I was just too weak.
Or they were just too strong.
And no matter how much I want it to,
That would never change.
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Ishida-kun and I were safe, but we were both broken on the inside.
None of us would be the same after everything that happened.
That's why he will never come back.
Everything that happened hurt me.
But I wasn't the one who was hurt the most.
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How did it end up like this?
He was a monster.
A monster I loved.
It was because of me that he turned in to one.
He'd never come back.
I'm the one.
I'm the monster.
+ +
He only wanted to protect me.
And I ended up hurting him.
He's never coming back.
Not after what I've done to him.
Everything I've done..
Hurt him.
+ +
He'll never coming back.
He has no reason to.
He never loved me.
I knew that.
But I couldn't believe it.
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I was never afraid of him.
But that didn't mean there was no fear.
There was always fear.
The fear of losing him.
But I couldn't lose him.
I couldn't have him, either.
He never happened.
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