Jul 12, 2005 09:36
wow. life is little nuts. I'm sitting at work and for the last couple of days whenever i sign in a guest, where i have to write the date, i get that little thin shock up the snipe and chest, the oh mi god its the 12th already, that only 3 no 2 days. ahhhh ahhh ahhhh, my stomack cramps up and i'm little frozen. Lordie--->
i had a session couple of days ago, and i came up on all this stuff about my mom, and how i'm really sad that she will not be here for this. she loves me so much, she asks me if i want her to fly and take care of me when i have the flu. i know she would be here in a heartbeat for this, but i'm afraid that her knowing about this surg would break her heart. ( and yes i know everybody is resposible for their feelings, but its still hard).