maybe its best if you just leave me alone.
i love the red hot chili peppers. its snowing like mad crazy out here. i thought my school got canceled today, but of course it didnt. so now im screwed haha.i took my doggs for a walk in the snow, and they were freezing so was i. its nice not having school-but i still have work soon. so lets see for an update. kaylyn got her pass to ehe ymca, so we set up a schedule that we're going, and we're going to be in shape by summer time. thank goodness. we're also going to join a womens softball team over summer. which i would absolutley love. i need softball back in my life. were also going on diets. i wonder if were still going to mexico this summer? hmm. and apartments..were talking about getting an apartment in the city me kaylyn and marina. haha it would be fun, and i hope it happens. but we'll see. my car got hit like a week ago, and they knocked off my side mirror. and left. fucking jerks.i saw dirk the other day. he talks like hes from the hood. and hes going to the army in a month. hes a good kid, just has alot of priority issues. he'll do good ther. i've been thinking alot latley about the future, some of it good and bad. and im so frustrated about most of it. im trying not to think about it, cuz it'll only stress me out. so whatever happens happens, and whatever i decide to do is going to work out. im kind of beating around the bush, cuz i dont want to say what im talking about. this summer is going to be the best summer yet. ill make sure of it. everyones going away to school in the fall. ha except me. and i swear to god, i'm not going to be here by my fucking self. thats why i need to get out of this town. i cant wait for summer. summer has the cutest clothes. oky thats all for now.