Guilt and longing suck my balls
Well I'm back at home now until the 8th. I have some plans for throughout the vacation but not too much. Tomorrow I might see Kevin so that will be interesting. I'm looking forward to it because I miss him, but I'm not really sure how things are going to go so I'm a bit nervous as well. Everytime I talk to him he confuses me, or I just end up crying. Hope tomorrow won't be so bad :/ Dunno if I'll even see him actually. We might play dnd with Steve and Jim but if not maybe I'll hang out with Kurt and Liz and play mario kart (aka get owned) or who knows. Might go skiing with Liz n Jeff on Tuesday. Wednesday Steph comes home and Friday I'll probably be going to some x mas party. Weekend will be with family of course. Christmas will be a bit different, but it's my fault anyways so no use crying over it; I do anyways though :'( What sux times ten is that no one really understands and no one really wants to listen. Don't blame them or anything cause I'm pretty much being a selfish bitch but yeah, it'd be nice to have my best friend back at least. :'( The only person I think might understand is Denise, a girl I met like twice. oh well, things will get better eventually maybe.
mmm I'm pretty tired and I don't really have much to say. People must think I write so horrible judging only by my LJ haha oh well. Time for bed. Goodnight.
-Sarah, the uber emotional probably should stop taking birth control because it makes her cry a lot, Applin.
~Just because I try not to talk about it... does not mean I'm over it, that I feel better, or that I'm ever going to be okay.~
mmm I'm pretty tired and I don't really have much to say. People must think I write so horrible judging only by my LJ haha oh well. Time for bed. Goodnight.
-Sarah, the uber emotional probably should stop taking birth control because it makes her cry a lot, Applin.
~Just because I try not to talk about it... does not mean I'm over it, that I feel better, or that I'm ever going to be okay.~