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i know im a pig...but then i never knew just how much of a pig i was...but hell...its payday and what better day to act like a pig? its ok, i bought a new soccer ball to replace my old one so i can run around in the cuenca or country club soccer field after work.
mcdonalds big breakfast meal + 2 hashbrowns + sausage egg mcmuffin + hot chocolate and a large orange juice at 10am in the morning
a slice of sbarros white cheese pizza + one serving of baked zitti and two bottles of san mig light at around 1130am.
i frankly dont give a flying fuck at this point how much i do eat- i feel unbelievably and indescribably....lousy- that i cant even write down what a shit-head i've been.
bobo ko. yun lang.
i'll wake up and feel better tom...sleep is always good...maybe i'll feel like taking on the world again tom but today- i just wanna be.
being human is frustrating. you do all these things that you dont mean to do and say things you dont mean to say. you think and think and think hoping to solve something and to avoid anymore complications to your life but then it just blows up right in front of you no matter what.
and then when you come to a point where you have to say something- where it matters the most you say something so incredibly stupid and curse yourself and just slap your forehead and go "doh! genius"
...
im just really sorry.
mcdonalds big breakfast meal + 2 hashbrowns + sausage egg mcmuffin + hot chocolate and a large orange juice at 10am in the morning
a slice of sbarros white cheese pizza + one serving of baked zitti and two bottles of san mig light at around 1130am.
i frankly dont give a flying fuck at this point how much i do eat- i feel unbelievably and indescribably....lousy- that i cant even write down what a shit-head i've been.
bobo ko. yun lang.
i'll wake up and feel better tom...sleep is always good...maybe i'll feel like taking on the world again tom but today- i just wanna be.
being human is frustrating. you do all these things that you dont mean to do and say things you dont mean to say. you think and think and think hoping to solve something and to avoid anymore complications to your life but then it just blows up right in front of you no matter what.
and then when you come to a point where you have to say something- where it matters the most you say something so incredibly stupid and curse yourself and just slap your forehead and go "doh! genius"
...
im just really sorry.