What a way to end a day! ASSHOLES
I am sick and tired of relatives constantly butting in when it's not needed. I had a lovely day I went to see Tom and he's fine. He's alot better than I thought he would be, apart from the fact that he's got a graze on his head. But that's nothing really. Crewe is a shit hole and I definately had strange vibes coming from this town. Apprently, evil Satanists opened up a vortex to the Netherworld O_o I think Tom's been drawn to it let alone the fact that he's homeless. Okay he's not entirely but he is living in the YMCA there. We had plenty of fun in his room, lol. I had a tantrum when I was at the train station though. I really know how to embaress myself.
I had another tantrum near enough again TONIGHT. I HATE my relatives they always think they know what's best for me over my Mum and Dad. They don't even exist in my world though coz they live in Australia (no offence to you there Lesley). But my Aunt Rosie and my cousin Georgia (she's 2 years younger than my Mum, whose 56) now seem to agree with Mum about thinking of putting me in a mental home. WTF?! They seriously love winding me up coz I'm not some stupid Catholic (no offence to whose a Catholic) and because I have bipolar disorder like my Dad, they think they can run circles around me and "protect" me. Yes I harm myself. I admit that. I nearly killed myself once with a stupid OD, I've even contemplated on jumping off my house roof (now that it's easy access), to be honest, that was like a month ago. I stopped myself though and just ended up sleeping there for the night. My Dad woke me up and was like wtf?! Is it that or because I have varied mood swings? I don't take medication anymore I don't even see a counsellor. Last time I had meds they were anti depressants and they made me feel worse. I want to kill someone though. I really fucking do!
I had another tantrum near enough again TONIGHT. I HATE my relatives they always think they know what's best for me over my Mum and Dad. They don't even exist in my world though coz they live in Australia (no offence to you there Lesley). But my Aunt Rosie and my cousin Georgia (she's 2 years younger than my Mum, whose 56) now seem to agree with Mum about thinking of putting me in a mental home. WTF?! They seriously love winding me up coz I'm not some stupid Catholic (no offence to whose a Catholic) and because I have bipolar disorder like my Dad, they think they can run circles around me and "protect" me. Yes I harm myself. I admit that. I nearly killed myself once with a stupid OD, I've even contemplated on jumping off my house roof (now that it's easy access), to be honest, that was like a month ago. I stopped myself though and just ended up sleeping there for the night. My Dad woke me up and was like wtf?! Is it that or because I have varied mood swings? I don't take medication anymore I don't even see a counsellor. Last time I had meds they were anti depressants and they made me feel worse. I want to kill someone though. I really fucking do!