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I remember telling Preeta that i think i'd prefer someone who is more different than to myself than someone who was more similar. I don't remember why though. Perhaps it was cause i never really liked the way i was. Or maybe it just snobbish liking someone like me. Maybee there isn't really anything to it and i'm just psychoanalyzing this shit like i do with all other pieces of shit. YIP! that's the one! bloody hell....
I applied for whitecliffe for the semester. I'm pretty excited...thrilled...nervous. Although i am not going to let fear get in my way any longerr. Bastard can shove off. THATS RIGHT U HEARD ME! I SAID SHOvE OFF!!!!!!!! (just talking to my feelings, as people do...)
OH NO!!i forgot to write in my graqtitude journal last night =.=. A gratitude journal is where you write things that you're thankful for. I started it cause it seems that to be on a track to spirituality i needed to surround myself with positive energy. Well i have got to say that it's pretty hard in this household but y'know i really don't want to give up trying. I'm a new girl from the time i told daddy that i was dropping out for a semester for whitecliffe. I'm determined to do this and i'm going to do it right. I hope i can always keep this kind of faith in everything i do. aiya...
Oh yea i've seen all the Avatar:The Last Airbender. THAT IS A BUNCH OF MONDO AWESOMENESS. YOU HAVE TO SEE IT.
You know, i've been having this image in my head of Rupert Grint reading all this. That's freaking me out a bit.
And if you leave a comment Mr. Rupert from Harry Potter, Sir, i won't believe that it's you cause there must be many Rupert Grint's out there fake and real ones. Suddenly i remember i have to watch thunderpants. It has a pretty low score on IMDB, but i think it's cause it is catered to children. Otherwise known as a ' Family' movie.
The night before last i dreamt about being Megetron's lover. I don't fancy getting it on with robots or anything. It was just one of those weird dreams. And no, we did not get it on in my dream. Although he was really nice to me and i was sad when he died. And when i looked at the sunrise i cried. Honestly i did. In and out of my dream. As in i woke up with tears in my eyes. I don't think i was REM sleeping. Does crying outside your dreams happen when you REM sleep?
I realised that it is 8:07 now. I didn't look at the time when i woke up.I just had an urge to rant on LJ... I'll be tired in the evening. I'm meant to go to city today to meet up with Sarah and co. She's leavn for Dunedin tomorrow. Poo. Never really got to talk with her.
I'm yawning now and have run out of ranting.
See ya later speedstas. (wth am i saying, didn't i tell myself i wouldn't try to be ghetto)(i'm sorry i'm sorry it's not gonna happen again) (like the tui ad says, yeah right!)