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i feel a little better. i think the anger comes and goes. i needed to vent. thanks for listening and commenting. *sigh* it will be over eventually. i need to keep reminding myself that this too shall pass. and she is thankful, which is nice im sure, but its hard to tell how much it helps. im getting into a rut, but part of me feels compelled to stay in it b/c i worry about her when i leave the house. she needs someone there to check on her every few hours and make sure she's not over-doing it when she's up and about. theoretically, my brother could do that when im gone, but everyone knows he's not as attentive as she needs him to be. but jason can do no wrong in mom's eyes and thats a whole other story. oh well. whaddayagonnado.