the way it is

[pandakell]

Well, as my sister predicted, Andy wanted to get back together approximately 24 hours after dumping me. I told him that I didn't think that was going to be a good idea. We are however, still living together which poses a problem since I'm a sexaholic. Whateve...this song reminds me of him...

Josie and the Pussycats

You don't see me

This is the place where I sit
This is the part where I love you too much...
Is this as hard as it gets?
Cause I'm getting tired of pretending I'm tough

I'm here if you want me
I'm yours you can hold me
I'm empty and taken and tumblin and breakin
Cause you don't see me
and you don't need me
and you don't love me
the way I wish you would
the way I know you could

I dream a world where you understand
But I dream a million sleepless nights
I dream of fire when you're touching my hand
But it twists into smoke when I turn on the lights
I'm speechless and faded and too complicated
Is this how the book ends?
Nothing but good friends?

Cause you don't see me
and you don't need me
and you don't love me
the way I wish you would

The way I wish you would

This is the place in my heart
this is the place where I'm falling apart
Isn't this just where we met?
Is this the last chance that I'll ever get?
I wish I lonely
Instead of just only...
crystal and see through and not enough to you

Cause you don't see me
and you don't need me
and you don't love me
the way I wish you would...