rawr

[panda_dance_4]

fuckin shit man...so much shit has been happening thats been pissing me the fuck off. court, home life, job shit, petty fuckin arguments with carlotta. i'm gettin tired of havin to watch every fuckin thing i do around her cause it might be something that she doesnt agree with but then she wont tell me it bothers her until it becomes a problem. then she fuckin explodes about it. people hae been telling me for a long ass time then i dont need to be dealing with it and shit. i'm kinda startin to wonder myself...but then again dont wanna just give up and throw it all away. i love her but there always seems to be a fuckin problem. maybe jsut right now is a bad time...fuck. i dont wanna admit it but i have those doubts still you know?

money money money everything is always about money. pay for court, pay for a car, pay for my license, pay for prom, pay for rent, pay for insurance...money is a device created by society to limit a persons accesibility to life. another regulation and restriction...

~yos