Mudkips are an integral part of the POKeVIROMENT.

Apr 23, 2008 22:50

I'm immensely sorry that I proctastinated again with writing this overdue update. I've had it on my mind, but I've been a combination between emo and unmotivated to write here. I seem to only write when I feel like shit or am excited by some fandom thing. I read all these other blogs and feel so impotent compared to them. Not being able to discuss things in my life eloguently and some such.

But honestly, this is my week, generally:

Sunday: Get up, Either clean- At work or the house, shower, go bowling, clean up alley after, come home, eat something, mess around on internet/computer, sleep.

Monday: Get up, Either clean- At work or the house, mess around on internet/computer, shower, sleep.

Tuesday: Get up, Either clean- At work or the house, mess around on internet/computer,shower, sleep.

Wednesday: Get up, Either clean- At work or the house, shower, go bowling, clean up alley after, come home, eat something, mess around on internet/computer, sleep.

Thursday: Get up, Either clean- At work or the house, mess around on internet/computer, sleep.

Friday: Get up, Either clean- At work or the house, mess around on internet/computer, shower, sleep.

Saturday: Get up, Either clean- At work or the house, mess around on internet/computer, shower, sleep.

Yeah. That is really my schedule. Times vary, sometimes there's other things mixed in, [errands, going somewhere different] but this is basically it. I do eat during the day, it's just not really at set times. I usually get about 1-2 meals a day. That's just my general expectations for what I'm doing in the week. I only added in work, cause I'm slowly starting to work for Nancy while I try to get a better, more reliable, better paying [maybe] job. I need an organized schedule in my job. I like to plan out what I do with my time more than just 1-3 days ahead of time. I guess I'm spoiled on having my work times given to me in two week intervals. Hehe.

Um....living at Darth's is living, I suppose. We fight a lot again, though. I feel myself getting rebellious again. It's gonna get me kicked out if I go too far, but I'm not really that worried. Darth's husband broke his right ring finger playing softball, so he's outta work, meaning Darth has to get a job. [KUKUKUKUKUKUKUKUKUKUKUU!] I do too, but I was planning on it anyway, to pick up the slack left, cause he can't work, and pay some bills. I know, I know, why should I give my money to them when they're assholes and treat me like crap? Thinking about this, I have came to this conclusion: I need to. Why? I can't afford to leave or them lose their house. If either of these options happens, where does that leave me? Back at my mom's, yes, but I'd be hardpressed to find rides to work. All employment opportunities exist in Camdenton [where they live]. My mom lives in Macks Creek [15 miles away]. My mom, unless it was on the way and she didn't have to leave super early or wait too long, will not make extra trips into town to collect me, no matter if I offer her gas money. Which is another reason to stay at the Death House- Gas prices. They're gonna be like fucking 4 goddamn dollars this summer. And driving like 40+ miles each trip to and from work each day is way too much for me to pay right now. And there's the whole shizz that I wouldn't have access to the internet. That means no IM. No LJ. No new Anime/Sentai/Toku/Dorama/Manga/Music. No y!Gallery. And I'm sorry, but I'm willing to deal with Darth so I can talk to my friends and get my media and post art and whatnot.

But, Amanda is talking about getting an apartment with a friend of hers in town and offered me their couch. I definitely wouldn't make it a permanent space, but it'd be a good place to crash if I need time away from my resident Sith Lord. And they'll have legal internet. *Mr. Burns hands* Excellent...

Other than that, I've been really neglecting my fandoms anywhere other than on y!Gallery. I fucking love that site. And for other reasons than the copious amounts of manlove. I've had a lot of fun just interacting with other artists and members. I get so much good feedback, it's really heartening. I'm having so much fun just creating art again. I mean, honestly, I don't really make it to please only myself. I draw for those I care about. I think of them, their reactions, their expressions, when I make it. DeviantArt is much too cold for me to really be active in. Which is why [not counting the smex that violates their policies] my art barely gets filtered onto it anymore. Well, that and I'm a lazy whore. XD

Fandom? Um...upon the demand of my nekuranotensai, I have began to start watching anime and even my dorama again. During my self-imposed embargo, I never stopped downloading, but now I'm watching them too. I'm still not caught up on Bleach, and I know GrimmKitty is on, I won't watch until I finish the filler. Even though it kills my soul a little with each episode. But, I'm working on it. I gave a little attention to Naruto Shippuuden a couple of weeks ago, marathoning episodes 4-13. I'm going to watch more, I like it, but I'm debating on trying to watch Original Naruto or waiting to try and watch it with Amanda. I'll probably forgo both and opt to watch it myself. I did watch the last bits of Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann, [16-27+OVA]. And I loved every second of it. It was actually the first thing I saw after lifting the psuedo-ban. Kamina-sama now sits in the hallowed court with my Jesusjaques, Miles Edgeworth, and the Quadfecta of- Reno, Axel, Renji, and Lavi. The more the merrier. XD

Wow. That's a long update. God, I ramble a lot. Well, I'm just gonna stop typing now and go do something else. ^v^

friends, bleach, i really need to sleep, how pan wants her groove back, anime, blah., what have i been doing with myself, sometimes i want to shoot myself in the, family, work, money, internet is my friend, crap, fangirling is like a marathon sport, emo cut cut cut, drama llama, no i'm not ignoring my work, i'm surrounded by fucktards, why is becoming an adult this difficult, worries, tv, domicile, don't make me betchslap the dumb out of

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