food delima
this diet thing sucks!! it really sucks.. especially now that i am having these horrible food cravings.. all i want to do is eat. i cant i cant i cant.. i have to lose 20 pounds for my senior pics!!!!!! this is so hard tho.. i love food too much! sigh... well tomorrow i can eat whatever i want.. because i will have time and energy to work it all off... i cant eat right now because it will all sit in my stomache and make me fatter! damn my slow metabolizim! well enough on my dieting problems... angie has a show this weekend.. i hope she does good and it doesnt rain. school is almost over which means that my apt to get my teeth pulled is drawing nearer.. eeek! i think i have a cavity or a really painfuly lose tooth too. it sucks! nothing really interesting has happend lately.. ive been having crazy mood swings again. like yesterday i layed down cause i was tired then out of the middle of no where i start crying.. for no apperent reason at all.. it just snuck up on me. lol. hopefuly this will pass soon. megan seems to be having a difficult time too.. angie 3.. i think everyone is starting to crack. things will get better tho.. probably worse before better... but in the end things will be good.. i hope. i am extremely tired right now so im just babbling.. sorry.. ill stop now! byebyes