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This week has been so much better already. Just the fact that my bio test is over is amazing relief. I got a B which is amazing considering i got a D on the first one. Amazing improvement. The weekend was hectic and dramafull but fun all the same.
A bunch of the alumni came down and i met the women who started my family. She is my great, great, great, great, great granbig. 8 generations older than me. We played pong together <3, it was wonderful. She told me about starting the family and that she wanted to help me out next year when i take a little, or now that she said she would pay for a some of it twins? I think that would be phenominal. I am enjoying hands a lot more now that im starting to get the routine down.
On a slightly lower note, i have to go to honor board on wednesday. I'm not "in trouble" but they need to talk to me about things that have been brought to their attention. Which is what my parents say when i do something they disapprove of. I guess i knew this was coming sooner or later. a lot of people dont really approve of a lot of things that i do, which is nothing bad but who knows with girls having their nose stuck up in the air. They act like im so beneath them. I hate when darcy uses the term "new money" cause it make us sound like we think we are above people, but i agree with her sometimes a lot of those girls probably act stuck up because of the sorority title. Like grow up you are just as human as any one else. Its just stupid cause they wont tell me what its about like they want the advantage of me being caught off guard. whatever.
Tonight me and courtney watched the johnny depp movie blow. and basically its the life story of this crazy coke dealer. I bawled my eyes out, like he is the "bad guy" right but i sympathized with him so much. And ofter he got fucked over so many times and he just wanted to do right by his daughter it was just to much i broke down completely. And all i could think is how much does it suck that a movie can portray more love from this coke blowing fuck up to his daughter then my dad could ever possibly think to protray to me. It just hurts.
getting so excited for tomorrow: one tree hill. I might skip hands? i feel bad but its the big 100 and it doesnt get put online till like sunday. and as you all know i'm quite obsessive with this show. i'll probably cry tomorrow watching it.
A bunch of the alumni came down and i met the women who started my family. She is my great, great, great, great, great granbig. 8 generations older than me. We played pong together <3, it was wonderful. She told me about starting the family and that she wanted to help me out next year when i take a little, or now that she said she would pay for a some of it twins? I think that would be phenominal. I am enjoying hands a lot more now that im starting to get the routine down.
On a slightly lower note, i have to go to honor board on wednesday. I'm not "in trouble" but they need to talk to me about things that have been brought to their attention. Which is what my parents say when i do something they disapprove of. I guess i knew this was coming sooner or later. a lot of people dont really approve of a lot of things that i do, which is nothing bad but who knows with girls having their nose stuck up in the air. They act like im so beneath them. I hate when darcy uses the term "new money" cause it make us sound like we think we are above people, but i agree with her sometimes a lot of those girls probably act stuck up because of the sorority title. Like grow up you are just as human as any one else. Its just stupid cause they wont tell me what its about like they want the advantage of me being caught off guard. whatever.
Tonight me and courtney watched the johnny depp movie blow. and basically its the life story of this crazy coke dealer. I bawled my eyes out, like he is the "bad guy" right but i sympathized with him so much. And ofter he got fucked over so many times and he just wanted to do right by his daughter it was just to much i broke down completely. And all i could think is how much does it suck that a movie can portray more love from this coke blowing fuck up to his daughter then my dad could ever possibly think to protray to me. It just hurts.
getting so excited for tomorrow: one tree hill. I might skip hands? i feel bad but its the big 100 and it doesnt get put online till like sunday. and as you all know i'm quite obsessive with this show. i'll probably cry tomorrow watching it.