Feb 17, 2008 18:07
*click* as I turn off Julies phone and wipe the corners of my eyes
"are you ok?" she asked
"Yeah...I'm fine"
"You sure?"
"...yeah. I'm ok."
I'm just being selfish, wanting something I can't have.
And it was the first time in a long time that I was close to crying...like since...I dunno. I seriously can't remember. Thanks lexapro. I remember how I used to feel like I had to cry, in order to feel better. And now when that occasional cry happens, I feel like crap. I feel like crap anyway coz I'm freaking tired and have a fever. oy.