This is getting stupid...
Well I can only be upbeat and optimistic for so long... after I continuously try so hard and don't meet my goals, I get a bit depressed and start thinking of other alternatives. I gained 1 lb this week. HOW? Well obviously from workingout EVERYDAY and following a STRICT meal plan. You can see how I would gain weight from that, right? NEITHER can I! 5'11" and 163lbs, terrible as usual. Now that I look at my stats, its been about 7 weeks that I've been this same weight despite all my workingout and eating properly. My body fat decreased a couple tenths of a point, I don't think that's really significant here though. My ribcage lost another 1/4" and my hips lost another 1/4". But STILL in the 160s, I disgust myself. I almost started fasting again last night and God I really don't want to because I know how bad it screwed me up before but "properly" eating and workingout for hours every week doesn't seem to work! My jeans seem to be getting bigger... and I guess they are because I can now put them on and take them off WHILE they are zipped and buttoned. Some fucking achievement huh? The scale never moves... and I am getting VERY upset about it. I wish someone knew what was wrong. I wish I knew what was wrong. 7 weeks and I've been at the same number on the scale, it feels like I am a fucking loser and like I am doing everything wrong! Lost some inches, but why the fuck don't the pounds on the scale move!?!?! Sometimes I think I hate myself and everything I do is for NOTHING.