Mar 30, 2010 15:57
I believe I am affected by SAD...but in reverse. Spring always makes me feel bleh. Lethargic and unmotivated and kinda ill. Its hard to get up out of bed. I have insomnia right about the time change, then feel so completely loggy the next few weeks...A got up today and I just didnt even want to, I told him, I dont wanna drag ass the rest of the day. I did get up, and Im not as draggy as yesterday.
We went to A's moms house today, she wanted me to cut her hair. I like her, she and I get along well. So during the hair cut, she was telling me about herself having SAD. Growing up in Wales, she hated winter...and about February she would start to have some serious issues. This she could remember even when she was small.
I laughed, I remember my mom or gramma making me go outside and I would sit on the porch in the shade and cry...I hated being outside in the heat and sun. Somethings never change. I still whine and cry about the heat and sun. In reality, I get sick in the sun. My blood glucose will bottom out and I have vomited and fainted. this has been a life long thing. So for me heat = bad!
So V and A/P got hitched. WOW. Im happy for them. Its awesome! Tho, part of me keeps waiting for the April Fools hahaha...A says he thinks they did it...he claims to believe in the power of love! I do wish them all the happiness in the world!!
Its funny, cause now A and I are the only ones of our group who got together at that time, who are still together and unmarried. Hes a world class procrastinator, so I dont see it happening anytime soon. ALthough He has mentioned it before. I asked him today at breakfast, "So, whens our big day" He replied "I dont know, good question" Lulz
We are making blankets for Project Linus. It started as a way to get a free tix to Disneyland. I have the museum and have already gotten my ticket, and I want to go with him...so I signed him up for PL and it turns out we both love the organization. He only has to make one blanket, but he got enthused and bought stuff for like 10. They are coming along nicely.
Yesterday, I was washing up the dishes and I heard a lady calling help me, help me. I went out to the balcony and yelled, "Where are you" It turns out the lady next door who is in a wheelchair had fallen...So I got A and we both got shoes and ran downstairs. We were able to get her living mate alerted and he went to pick her up. On the way back up the stairs, A joked that we need helmets with sirens and lights and matching his n hers superhero capes. O man...how cute <3<3<3!
Im really in a lot of pain lately. Its hard to walk, move around. It scares me. I miss going out, going dancing. I feel elderly.
Hopefully this lethargy will pass and I will be energetic again. Even tho it hurts to move, I like being active and getting stuff done. I am out of cat food as of tomorrow, and my contact fluid is gone. I have banking to do and im just like a bump on a log.