Emotional Wreck
You know you're an emotional wreck when.. you fake being sick just so you can skip school and stay home cause you're too "depressed", So you want to stay home and mope around just to get some love and attention from Mommy. You know you're an emotional wreck when..you start crying for no reason and can't stop, Then when asked about it shrug you're shoulders and bury your face in your arms and sob like a baby. You know you're an emotional wreck when... You feel so sick of everything that you don't want to live or die.. You know you're an emotional wreck when... you're like ME!
Today's just been a really sad and depressing day. Trying to resist breaking down and crying like a 1 year old does over a lollipop , cause I'm running out of excuses. I really don't know what I want right now, The Anorexia? Or the normal, healthy life? Um.. would None, be a good answer? I don't know whether I want to live or die right now, live is the right answer.. but what is there to live for?
I'm really tired. Tired of everything.
Today's just been a really sad and depressing day. Trying to resist breaking down and crying like a 1 year old does over a lollipop , cause I'm running out of excuses. I really don't know what I want right now, The Anorexia? Or the normal, healthy life? Um.. would None, be a good answer? I don't know whether I want to live or die right now, live is the right answer.. but what is there to live for?
I'm really tired. Tired of everything.