When you close your eyes, is it hell you see?!

[pale_spirit]

So school, as always sucked, but more today then before. Kandi wants to kill herself, and I know if she does then I will lose it. I know I will cut non-stop and prolly be put away. She says she doesn't, that Eric is just crazy, but...I duno...and she cried... I felt so bad, I wanted to cut so bad too. I wanted to cry...I wanted...to just hug her

Comments

[farmerjoe07]

anna i cant believe you said that.

[pale_spirit]

can't believe I said what?

[farmerjoe07]

the whole arrin thing

[pale_spirit]

Well it's true. I should have died, and she should have lived. That's how it was suppose to be.

[farmerjoe07]

anna you have no idea how much i would miss you if you died not to mention i prolly wouldnt have anymore gfs lol your my favorite cousin i want you around.

[pale_spirit]

You miss not dating my friends, that's all. No one would miss me for any significant reason. I'm nothing special, and I know it.

[farmerjoe07]

anna i could care less if i dated ur friends i like hanging out with you ur alot of fun to be around. except when your all depressed.

[pale_spirit]

Right...well lately, I'm always depressive, so it doesn't matter...you won't miss the depressive little [actually rather large] one.

[farmerjoe07]

Anna I will try and help anyway i can to get you to be happy. You have no idea how much it brings the people around you to see you like that. sometimes you even bring me down and i kinda get depressed.

[pale_spirit]

I'm always depressive though...I can't seem to get out of this rutt...and I just feel so....alone...