Sep 15, 2004 13:35
Well, this week of Work experience has been rather effortless. Ive done a fair bit of swivelling on the chair and hm thats about it. Mandys over for the week so yeah we kinda took turns in swivelling. We did how ever make a phone call and yeah.
Im worried about my skool report. Bad = Mornington. But I always get out of trouble. Iv'e spent my whole life getting into trouble and getting out of it. One day tho, im gonna get myself in trouble and there wont be an easy solution. And I know ill get in trouble with Jae, like always. GOD SHES A BAD INFLUENCE! Lol.
Chris is trying to cut me down into little peices. I really dont need him as a friend, I admit I did. He came into my life at the right time... and he changed it. He made me a better person... But now hes trynna hurt me as much as he possibly can. He knows where my weak points are and he uses them against me. Whats it gonna take for him too realise hes taken it to far? When some one actually does kill themselves? Is that what he wants... it seems like that and that makes me feel sick. How can some one enjoy causing so much hurt. Sad.
Mandy and me are having the best work experience right about now. Its great.. we took gothic photos.. i look... dead... u cant even tell its me then again i always look different.
Troys helping us make SOS -secret bizness- lol, no1 else shall know.
Feeling content... ive held back alot of anger... and havent resluted to doing stupid things to let it out.
Forever loving you kids
Paje xoxox