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[paix_libre]

So this afternoon I was thinking. I have really bad trust issues. I think that's why it's so difficult for me to open up to others and comfortably tell them what's on my mind. I'm so scared of becoming unhappy, that sometimes I just induce unhappiness upon myself because I worry about it so much. I often wonder how long people are gonna be around.

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[paix_libre]

I know that. It's just that I hate change. And everything's changing. And change leads to so many things that I hate. Like lost relationships and me fucking up every 6.4 seconds. And me sorta feeling like since everyone's changing, no one has time to listen. That's why I write in my livejournal so much. And which one did you read that I deleted? I deleted like 4 entries after I wrote this one.
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[paix_libre]

Oh haha. Well good news, I'm really bored and I'm filling out another one right now so mentally prepare yourself for some boring answers about myself. P.S. I'm calling you soon

[paix_libre]

Anyways, I love you and feel better. And sleep tight