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So this afternoon I was thinking. I have really bad trust issues. I think that's why it's so difficult for me to open up to others and comfortably tell them what's on my mind. I'm so scared of becoming unhappy, that sometimes I just induce unhappiness upon myself because I worry about it so much. I often wonder how long people are gonna be around. I mean, they say they care about me. But how long will they really stick around until they either get bored with me or find someone better. I'm always so worried that the few people I have left that I truely really care about will just dissapear sometime soon. I'm so scared of that. I'm so scared of everything
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A little something I hate: When people ever so blatantly spy on you. And it makes me chuckle to see them try so hard to NOT be obvious when they're actually doing the excact opposite. Like my dad pretending to be reading a magazine 2 inches away from me, when I actually know that he's watching what I'm doing on the computer. It's so annoying. And also:
A little something I love: Going a day without having to put on make up and/or get dressed. And Axel came over and he took a picture of me and left.
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A little something I hate: When people ever so blatantly spy on you. And it makes me chuckle to see them try so hard to NOT be obvious when they're actually doing the excact opposite. Like my dad pretending to be reading a magazine 2 inches away from me, when I actually know that he's watching what I'm doing on the computer. It's so annoying. And also:
A little something I love: Going a day without having to put on make up and/or get dressed. And Axel came over and he took a picture of me and left.