if you were to leave... i would really be alone.... i don't even think much of my "friends" even understand.

katie, thanks for the cadberry eggs!
brian, you are always there for me, and i was an ass to you friday night... sorry!

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"thinking out loud just makes you turn away
your silence is crushing... all i want... animal."

hey look!

that's life passing you by...

yet some still act like twelve year olds.

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ever get that feeling that no one understands you?

why did i even ask.

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"the more i'm awake, the more i want to sleep"
"i would not trust me much if i were you"

i want things to be more clear... i feel like i am in limbo and can't get out, unless you let me, unless you want me to.

please let this work out... i miss you.

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i can't believe i forgot to write an entry about this.... i tried out for, robbie, mike, and tis's band, and they liked me... they are really great guys, and i hope this works out ( Read more... )

I really am curious to what sanctity the religious right is trying to protect. A lot more than half of married people get divorced, or live together unhappily. affairs have almost become a norm of marriage. and before our time... marriages were planned, usually between a 12-14 year old girl and an older man.... in all cases marriage has really ( Read more... )

i am going fucking nuts over here! i am officially getting my car, i am going out with my mom to apply at 1,000,000, places for a job. I am really excited.

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someone in the livejournal universe... needs to stop fucking jocking my interests list... grow your own fucking personality, and stop buying every cd i like and playing it in front of me and brian to impress us... we don't fucking care, be yourself. "YOU ARE NOT WHAT YOU OWN" stop trying to be.

it has come to my attention that apparently i have and still do "hard" drugs.... hahaha... and apparently "EVERYONE" heard it from someone who is "CLOSE" to me.

you people are fucking morons.

don't believe everything you hear kids!

i am talking to a realator about a house... who would have thought? ME talking to a realtor!? i'm an old man.