AND JUST LIKE THAT SHE WAS GONE
so missy actually left to austin saturday morning at 5:00. it didnt really hit me that i'll most likely wont see her until maybe May, till after i saw her drive off. she started saying bye to everyone and i was the last one. she asked me to go outside and walk her to her car. we tried to put it off as long as possible. we both cried as we hugged good-bye. i cried all day, she was the person i talked to all the time about anything. things were pretty hard for me the last month of summer and she helped me through it, i dont know what i would've done if i didnt have her to go to. i know it's what's best for her because she needs to finish school and all and now she's back with her family. she sounds really happy when we talk on the phone, you can tell she's excited about having her parents and sister with her. i try to call her everyday but i know when school starts i wont have time anymore and she wont either. im happy for her thou she's no longer having to deal with the family drama and she has all the support she needs. i miss her soo much, her and chuck. it's just hard to except the fact that i'm not going to see her every weekend and i cant just call her over to have dinner when we have cook outs. no more saying whoop! whoop! to the cars that go by in the freeway. no more taking naps while chuck sleeps on my stomach. no more watching movies with her at work and coloring. lol no more running down the street in my jammies at 5 in the morning when chuck runs away. i hope the best for her and im sure thing with me will get better or at least i hope. when school starts i'll be too busy to be sad and ill have so many things to keep my mind off of it, right? well im out