give me space!!!!!!
i dont know why you make a big deal out of nothing. you think your doing the right thing but tell me who this is right for? how is me hating you and always fighting with you for the best. you say i dont understand, of course i dont because you never explain anything to me!!! i ask to do something and get turned down and when i ask you why, all you say is because ive made my decision. all this is doing is making me want to be more distant from you. everything you now do faustrates me and annoys me. you keep bringing up the past and trying to change the way i feel, why? just so you dont look bad in my eyes!?! when i walk away from you and dont want you near me it doesnt have a hidden meaning, when i do that i seriously mean to go away and leave me alone. i dont push away because i want you to come to me. you treat me like im a little kid i have no control at all of my life everything i do i have to run it by you to see if its ok. it shouldnt be like that. you say no to just about everything i want to do and you think its better to force me to do things with you. i hate having to be watched all the time now by you. you dont let me do anything. im trapped by you and you cant see it, you dont even want to think i feel this way because of what you are doing. school starts in about two weeks and im going to join everything i can that can keep me after school because i hate being at home where i have no control on anything i do. im going to try soo hard in school this year because i want to be able to just leave as soon as i graduate. you'll never understand why. and i dont expect you to.