Over Two months and counting

Jan 29, 2005 04:28

Two months, one week, and one day have gone by since the last time I posted in here. First, of I doubt anyone cares, reads, or thinks about anything I write in here; in case ya do though...

Me, being the dreamer that I am, wrote down some "changes" in my life that I wanted to start doing. Of course, just like the previous sentence implys, not-a-one got accomplished. It's beganing to really make me feel shitty. Also, I still don't have a gf, me and Rene still talk and act pretty mcuh like we're going out and I just don't know what to do about that. Without a doubt in my mind I want to be with her, and I know that I've hurt her and she's hurt me and I'm just ready to put that past us and try again because of how much I love her. Oh well, "ya can't always get whatcha want.." -- truer words have never been spoken!

A devine plan is at hand for me and I feel it in the works. Honestly, I just couldn't tell you what it is, how its going to affect me, and/or what I will be doing. However, I did finish school at "Remington College"--the crappiest college EVAR! But I digress, I now have an associates degree in applied computer science...where's bender when ya need him "woooo!"

This journal entry is turning to be longer than I expected.

There is still no "offical" word when my mom will be coming home. It's going to be febuary soon and she'll be finishing up one of the classes she has to take. I miss her more than anything right now. Not just cuz at one point in my life I was a momma's boy but because she really did keep this family together. She did anything and everything to make sure me and my grandmother had everything we needed and most of what we wanted. I truely respect her, love her, and honor her for that and many other things. She'll never be replaced and I'll always love her. Can't wait to see her tomorrow! (one more "woo!")

Here's the whole point I started writing entry anyways.

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Someone's been busy with photoshop! My favorites that I made are "eyewave", "crow", "alien", and "deftones." I can't help it at least some part of me is doing something and being creative. And so I am off to get 2 hours of sleep and then into the magical 4-5 hour drive through the wonderful state of texas...just north of waco! "...but if you try sometime you just might find you get what you need"

godbelssyouall
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