Any time of the day

Nov 21, 2004 06:12

Everything changes so quickly and each day is gone as quickly as it started. Somtimes, I don't even realize what day I'm in anymore. I can't believe I had a thought of certainty in my life. Nothing of the sort lives in my life, and I'm starting not to like it. Too bad, that I just bearly realized this. I wish I could make something last or know that I can count on it no matter what, I could always say this is going to be this way but I can not.

Death, I hate the fate that the only thing in life you can count on is death. Its a sadll; its a sad though and its makes me sad thinking of it.

Maybe I was never one to like change, now that everything is changing, I'll start changing more.There's so much I want to be, do, act, feel, there's no better time to change that than now. At this point in my life I feel that it really can't get worse.

R.I.P Gabberial Traverse...4 months old
I can't imagine being in my cousin and her husband's shoes. Sorry, its hard to believe that something like that is part of "God's Plan."

I am single again, I don't know how I feel about that just yet. So far, I can't say its horrible. It's just bothersome that I felt that the relationship I was in was actually going somewhere. That's the only thing that bothers me right now. Simply put its easy to realize you're not with someone anymore and things change.Its just the lessons that follow that take awhile to set in.

Right now, my mom is still not home and she probably won't be until sometime after Febuary. Can't wait for that day, I'm going to throw her a party!

Wow, my life and my family has too many problems. Nothing to worry about though, it will all get better soon.

Such an example is that, we'll be in the studio next weekend. Partying it up while in the studio, recording a demo, eating, drinking, recording, who wouldn't want to joing that little party.

And I started thinking, there's certain things I don't like right now...
So I'm going to change that. I'm going to fix things.

Start running tomorrow and this time I meant it hah.
I'm thinking about taking some kind of Martial Arts.
Weight Training Starts next week as well as a new meal plan.
Start learning Japanese Again.
Save up money because, I want to get a loft, or studio of my own.

Its late or early however you want to look at it. Good night/morning.
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