These past few months I've been making some pretty bad decisions in my life. I've pushed them aside for the longest time and thought nothing of them untill now. I've realized that these things are not good for me, and I would do anything to turn back time and start all over again. I would do anything to have my innocence again in all areas of life ( Read more... )

These past few months I've been making some pretty bad decisions in my life. I've pushed them aside for the longest time and thought nothing of them untill now. I've realized that these things are not good for me, and I would do anything to turn back time and start all over again. I would do anything to have my innocence again in all areas of life ( Read more... )

Today was alright, kind of exciting choosing classes for next year. I wanted to push myself with an AP class but decided not to because I'm most likely not going to have a study hall throughout the day because of how many credits I'm going to shoot for ( Read more... )

Today wasn't all that exciting. I saw Danny finally, we didn't do anything all weekend and I missed him lots =[. I'm going to miss having an orchestra buddy, today was Lindsey's last orchestra class. StringFest is tomorrow afternoon/night and that will be her last concert. Depressing..

This weekend has been a roller coaster of emotions, I can't even begin to explain how drained I am. I seemed to have done a lot of good this weekend though. I made my relasionship with my boyfriend and my friendship with Lindsey's boyfriend stronger. So although I am drained, all is well and I'm very happy. My brother won state for hockey; I'm ( Read more... )

I need to do some serious self-evaluation, inside and out. I am becoming what I hate. I need to start thinking of others before myself, I have always envied and appreciated that trait in somebody. Why can't I make it a trait of my own? Why can't I do what I know is right, what is holding me back? My selfishness. I'm sorry Danny, I love you.