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well it's been quite an adventure these past few weeks...
gained a sister.
lost a best friend.
found an apartment.
lost a shit ton of money.
gained a new piercing.
threw away a perfectly good potential friendship.
don't know if it quite balances out yet.
i'll let you know.
i'm feeling very lonely these days.
alyse was the only person i could talk to about anything, and who really got it.
and not just the lesbian stuff either. although she was all i had.
she knew me better than fucking anyone.
and her choosing to walk out? yeah, it hurts.
her and i have been through so much this year.
she's still in everything i do.
everything reminds me of her.
i guess she couldn't handle it like she said she could.
it used to be a joke between us, that she was the only person who could handle me.
guess that means i'm doomed to be alone! haha
it's been really rough. but i'll get over it. what doesn't kill me makes me stronger, right?
ha. i really hope that's true. otherwise i'm SCREWED =]
gained a sister.
lost a best friend.
found an apartment.
lost a shit ton of money.
gained a new piercing.
threw away a perfectly good potential friendship.
don't know if it quite balances out yet.
i'll let you know.
i'm feeling very lonely these days.
alyse was the only person i could talk to about anything, and who really got it.
and not just the lesbian stuff either. although she was all i had.
she knew me better than fucking anyone.
and her choosing to walk out? yeah, it hurts.
her and i have been through so much this year.
she's still in everything i do.
everything reminds me of her.
i guess she couldn't handle it like she said she could.
it used to be a joke between us, that she was the only person who could handle me.
guess that means i'm doomed to be alone! haha
it's been really rough. but i'll get over it. what doesn't kill me makes me stronger, right?
ha. i really hope that's true. otherwise i'm SCREWED =]