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Hello journal,
I'm sorry I haven't written for such a long time. I'm not ditching you or intentionally ignoring you. I've probably had the worst holiday season in the history of my life. Things have been spiraling downward ever since my last entry. I haven't written to anyone - I still haven't accepted anyones gifts. The demons I've fought the past few weeks taught me so much about the family I once trusted. I never thought a parent could shut out their own flesh and blood. I think their ignorance has said so much more than they ever could.
Anyway, enough about me, how is everyone? I'm curious to know because it feels good to take my mind off of my own personal troubles. I'm a very slow healer so I hope I can be forgiven for my absence. I'm slowly trying to revive all of the dead relationships I've had with people and honestly it's the best thing I am doing for myself. I especially missed my friend Sanity. I never thought she'd ever return.
I would love to write about the emotional turmoil I've gone through but I've been known to bore the hell out of people with my dry and unimaginative storytelling. Maybe my friend Confidence will come back soon and we could bake a cake full of anger, hatred, and jealousy then throw it in our lover's faces.
**Teh-Taaa!!*
S.
I'm sorry I haven't written for such a long time. I'm not ditching you or intentionally ignoring you. I've probably had the worst holiday season in the history of my life. Things have been spiraling downward ever since my last entry. I haven't written to anyone - I still haven't accepted anyones gifts. The demons I've fought the past few weeks taught me so much about the family I once trusted. I never thought a parent could shut out their own flesh and blood. I think their ignorance has said so much more than they ever could.
Anyway, enough about me, how is everyone? I'm curious to know because it feels good to take my mind off of my own personal troubles. I'm a very slow healer so I hope I can be forgiven for my absence. I'm slowly trying to revive all of the dead relationships I've had with people and honestly it's the best thing I am doing for myself. I especially missed my friend Sanity. I never thought she'd ever return.
I would love to write about the emotional turmoil I've gone through but I've been known to bore the hell out of people with my dry and unimaginative storytelling. Maybe my friend Confidence will come back soon and we could bake a cake full of anger, hatred, and jealousy then throw it in our lover's faces.
**Teh-Taaa!!*
S.