optimism gone.

[painisbeauty666]

my optimism is gone...completely fucking gone...b/c now i just lost his friendship too...all because of this god damned lj

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State of Grief

[dark_caduceus4]

Although I'm sure this won't be of much consolation, I've found that most types of escape involving chemicals only end up coming back full-circle. You might want to consider something else (other than masochism at least).