five to one, baby, one in five...
someone's trying to kill me.
before-saw his[lukes] backpack outside his french class...and realized it would be so much less painful for me if i just left his stuff there rather than having to actually give it back to him...so thats what i did
spanish-we had to do stuff...i just wanted to sit there
theater-well...k didnt say my scene was bad...and now i get to work w/ sondra n daniel...woohoo i guess
lunch-luke is trying to make me break...he sang runnin blue...n five to one...of all songs...five to one?!...idk...maybe he caught on to what those songs were doing to me cuz then he picked a different song and sang that the rest of lunch...and he cried...and god...all i wanted was to hold him and make him happy...but i knew i couldnt...so really i just wanted to brush the tear off his face...but i didnt think hed let me...so i sat there and looked at him...wishing i could do something...but knowing he wouldnt want me to...you'd think at least hed be happy now...and i had a safety pin...and alysia and luke...well she was comforting him...and i was dying
alg2-i guess im smarter when im depressed...me n jenny got a bonus point
between-i tried to talk to luke...cuz im really worried about him...he seems so upset...but he wont let me
history-hasan made me laugh some...and then ms schall held us late which pissed me the hell off
after-so since i was held late i couldnt catch luke to talk to him...so i went to my locker...and brett came and he was a sweety and made me laugh some "well at least he didnt dump you during sex"...thanks brettiboo haha...and then i walked and saw his bus...and looked for him coming towards it from the other end of the school...and looked on it for him...and stood there...and turned around to get on my bus...and i glance back and i saw him...and from the direction he was headed i knew he saw me...and i yelled his name...and im 99% sure he heard me...but he just kept going...which killed even more
so even though i managed to keep it together for most of the day...i broke down as soon as i got home...woohoo...not...god i love him so much
before-saw his[lukes] backpack outside his french class...and realized it would be so much less painful for me if i just left his stuff there rather than having to actually give it back to him...so thats what i did
spanish-we had to do stuff...i just wanted to sit there
theater-well...k didnt say my scene was bad...and now i get to work w/ sondra n daniel...woohoo i guess
lunch-luke is trying to make me break...he sang runnin blue...n five to one...of all songs...five to one?!...idk...maybe he caught on to what those songs were doing to me cuz then he picked a different song and sang that the rest of lunch...and he cried...and god...all i wanted was to hold him and make him happy...but i knew i couldnt...so really i just wanted to brush the tear off his face...but i didnt think hed let me...so i sat there and looked at him...wishing i could do something...but knowing he wouldnt want me to...you'd think at least hed be happy now...and i had a safety pin...and alysia and luke...well she was comforting him...and i was dying
alg2-i guess im smarter when im depressed...me n jenny got a bonus point
between-i tried to talk to luke...cuz im really worried about him...he seems so upset...but he wont let me
history-hasan made me laugh some...and then ms schall held us late which pissed me the hell off
after-so since i was held late i couldnt catch luke to talk to him...so i went to my locker...and brett came and he was a sweety and made me laugh some "well at least he didnt dump you during sex"...thanks brettiboo haha...and then i walked and saw his bus...and looked for him coming towards it from the other end of the school...and looked on it for him...and stood there...and turned around to get on my bus...and i glance back and i saw him...and from the direction he was headed i knew he saw me...and i yelled his name...and im 99% sure he heard me...but he just kept going...which killed even more
so even though i managed to keep it together for most of the day...i broke down as soon as i got home...woohoo...not...god i love him so much