end it all

[painandmyzery]

 wake up in a dark room,
caged by four walls.

3 bladed ceiling fan,
roatating counter-clockwise.

no windows,
no doors,
no light,
just darkness.

chained to the wall,
the metal cuts my skin.

crimson blood runs from my wrists.

alone i stand.
was it all a dream?

tear my flesh against the chains.
ive always been alone in the dark, 
left with only the bittersweet pain of solitude.